Michael Shawn Crahan (Clown)

I'm in a lot of extreme pain that I can't get in control of because I've given 190% of myself.

I miss my dudes.

Joey used to get on me, man.

He was the one.

He made me the best I could ever be.

You know, I like to think I did that to him.

I used to say we were nemesis because we always just argued.

But, you know, it's not until someone's gone that you realize they bring the best out of you again.

I mean, there's no one in the world that played more drums with Joey than me and Chris Fane.

I got to do that.

I got to learn from him every night.

I got to follow that human being.

And if you knew, you know, knowing Paul, you know, he would never want to be number one.

But he would want number one to recognize that, hey, I'm with you, so I'll be number two.

So it was straight, sort of straight fire on ego on the one part.

And it was just straight love,

and something else, but they were a team.

And, you know, I hate to say, but, you know, Joey really had a hard time with Paul, you know, going.

And I don't think he ever wanted to write with anyone else.

I don't think he ever wanted to jam with anyone else.