Mikey

that just shows the growth that it's just like, it has to be okay.

Do you agree with her?

I took her for granted, thousand percent.

That's her truth.

I respect everything that she says.

There is no good guy, bad guy.

It's just two people that don't align.

That's all it is.

I think my biggest thing is I have to be kind to myself because I am only 24 years old and I'm still learning.

how to become a better individual.

I'm not gonna say that I am the most mature, but I do really wish I had that opportunity again to go on the island as the version of myself that I am right now, based upon, for one, my mindset, how I think about things, and how I can actually be serious.

Because truthfully, if this was

Me, from the people that saw it on the show, I'll be here joking with you, trying to make a whole bunch of jokes and comical and all that.

Ain't shit funny no more.

I don't know how I lost my sense of humor from that show to here to now, but it's just like, I know when it's time to lock in.

I know when it's time.

to have fun, and that's something that Sydney truthfully hated about me.

It was just like, you never can go in depth.

You never can be serious.

You think everything is a joke.