Mikey

So that's why those emotions of going through all that shit, all that shit, it caught me off guard.

I'm like, whoa, like shit.

Like it really went in my life.

It went, it went, it went Sidney, my mom, and I was just like, like Sidney was, she could do no wrong in my eyes ever.

She can never do any wrong.

So, but that's where I messed up, so.

I would say my biggest regret was not being emotionally mature within the relationship.

That's my biggest regret.

Because having that emotional maturity, I definitely think we would be sitting here and this would be a totally different conversation.

that we're having, so I'd say my biggest regret is being, and I was not, I was intentional at times, but I wasn't intentional all the way, and that's something

that I regret and that's something that I have to live with.

And whoever I find love with, because trust, I'm still looking for love.

Y'all see on the show, I'm a lover boy.

So I'm still looking for love and I got all this love that I want to give to somebody.

So hopefully one day I can give it to them.

Well, I would never give that much credit, first and foremost.

but let's just be honest let's just keep it real yeah I'm being real when it comes to the fact of for one had no idea fucking Xavier is he grew up with my best friend had no fucking idea that's fucking crazy right so finding that out and finding out how good of a guy he is like Xavier is a great guy and finding that out and seeing and seeing how he treated Sydney thousand percent like I appreciate him for taking care of her and showing her

what she deserved, truthfully.

Oh, it had me tight.

It had me tight in the villa.