Milam Byers

Yeah, that's right.

it's been so foundational to just my faith of, you know, like walking, you know, walking with friends who have, you know, lost their faith or perhaps never, never had a solid faith and, you know, and question even the existence of God and is He good?

And, you know, the big questions that have always been

And that to me is like, man, I know he's real.

Like nobody could talk me out of that.

Nobody could convince me that there is no God, or if there is a God or there is a force, then he's not personal and he's not involved or, you know, like all of the arguments is like, no, I like, I've experienced it.

And I've experienced it in like the,

the deepest, darkest valley of my life.

You know, like.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And I think in, in those moments and those,

moments of just disappointment and anger.

One of the things as like a good Southern Baptist kid, a preacher's kid, that I had to learn and kind of work out of me and this process was not really being open and honest with God as if that was possible.

but actually like airing it out and talking to him and going to him, you know?

And being okay with those moments of like not having answers, which is really hard for me.

I like to have the answer, like this is what happened or this is...

this is how I respond to this question or do this thing.

And the humility and just the kind of the brokenness of like, I don't, I don't have the answer for this.