Miranda McWhorter

I feel like I've worked through a lot. I have regret for the way that I handled it. I also think, I mean, at the time I was going through a faith crisis that I... no one knew about. So I think then that happening, I'm also dealing with having to confront that with my family on top of everything else, right? And his family as well, our friends that were Mormon. It was a lot.

I feel like I've worked through a lot. I have regret for the way that I handled it. I also think, I mean, at the time I was going through a faith crisis that I... no one knew about. So I think then that happening, I'm also dealing with having to confront that with my family on top of everything else, right? And his family as well, our friends that were Mormon. It was a lot.

So I think shame was a big part of it. But to be honest, I think the biggest part was not really being true to myself. There were a lot of instances that I knew that I was uncomfortable and I didn't really... I wished I would have been more firm in certain boundaries. The cabin party where we played spin the bottle, we were staying there for two nights.

So I think shame was a big part of it. But to be honest, I think the biggest part was not really being true to myself. There were a lot of instances that I knew that I was uncomfortable and I didn't really... I wished I would have been more firm in certain boundaries. The cabin party where we played spin the bottle, we were staying there for two nights.

So I think shame was a big part of it. But to be honest, I think the biggest part was not really being true to myself. There were a lot of instances that I knew that I was uncomfortable and I didn't really... I wished I would have been more firm in certain boundaries. The cabin party where we played spin the bottle, we were staying there for two nights.

And I made up an excuse that my nanny had something come up and I went home. I didn't stay the second night. Chase stayed there and I just told them that I had to get home to the kids because I just woke up feeling like so sick to my stomach. And I was like, that was just like not me. And I think that was like what was hard for me is that I was just like I'm acting out of character.

And I made up an excuse that my nanny had something come up and I went home. I didn't stay the second night. Chase stayed there and I just told them that I had to get home to the kids because I just woke up feeling like so sick to my stomach. And I was like, that was just like not me. And I think that was like what was hard for me is that I was just like I'm acting out of character.

And I made up an excuse that my nanny had something come up and I went home. I didn't stay the second night. Chase stayed there and I just told them that I had to get home to the kids because I just woke up feeling like so sick to my stomach. And I was like, that was just like not me. And I think that was like what was hard for me is that I was just like I'm acting out of character.

And that's not me saying that anybody made me do anything. But I think that's exactly it is that I knew that that's like, you know, on me.

And that's not me saying that anybody made me do anything. But I think that's exactly it is that I knew that that's like, you know, on me.

And that's not me saying that anybody made me do anything. But I think that's exactly it is that I knew that that's like, you know, on me.

I think that was it. There was only two times where we ever like kissed anyone. And there was one other instance that I don't remember if it was before or after. That was like it was like me. They just blindfolded me and Taylor. It's all still kind of a drunkard blur, to be honest. But they blindfolded me and Taylor and like we kissed a few people.

I think that was it. There was only two times where we ever like kissed anyone. And there was one other instance that I don't remember if it was before or after. That was like it was like me. They just blindfolded me and Taylor. It's all still kind of a drunkard blur, to be honest. But they blindfolded me and Taylor and like we kissed a few people.

I think that was it. There was only two times where we ever like kissed anyone. And there was one other instance that I don't remember if it was before or after. That was like it was like me. They just blindfolded me and Taylor. It's all still kind of a drunkard blur, to be honest. But they blindfolded me and Taylor and like we kissed a few people.

And that was like that was either the last time or right before that time. But those were the only two instances where I ever did anything with anyone aside from my husband. And I think that's another thing is a lot of people think that That like we were all just, I don't know, having crazy orgies and giving blowjobs. And I'm like, no, I kissed some people. Weird, for sure. Embarrassing.

And that was like that was either the last time or right before that time. But those were the only two instances where I ever did anything with anyone aside from my husband. And I think that's another thing is a lot of people think that That like we were all just, I don't know, having crazy orgies and giving blowjobs. And I'm like, no, I kissed some people. Weird, for sure. Embarrassing.

And that was like that was either the last time or right before that time. But those were the only two instances where I ever did anything with anyone aside from my husband. And I think that's another thing is a lot of people think that That like we were all just, I don't know, having crazy orgies and giving blowjobs. And I'm like, no, I kissed some people. Weird, for sure. Embarrassing.

Absolutely. But I don't think it's what people really thought it was. And I think that's why I responded in the way that I did. Just because when Taylor initially came out on her live, she said that everyone was hooking up with everyone. And so my like, I was like, that's not what happened.

Absolutely. But I don't think it's what people really thought it was. And I think that's why I responded in the way that I did. Just because when Taylor initially came out on her live, she said that everyone was hooking up with everyone. And so my like, I was like, that's not what happened.

Absolutely. But I don't think it's what people really thought it was. And I think that's why I responded in the way that I did. Just because when Taylor initially came out on her live, she said that everyone was hooking up with everyone. And so my like, I was like, that's not what happened.