Molly C.V. Nusberg

You understand this fantasy of having people watch you and admire you as you're beaten but remain defiant? Yes.

You understand this fantasy of having people watch you and admire you as you're beaten but remain defiant? Yes.

Something that really upsets the girl in this story, she hates the beatings, she hates the incest, she hates her stepfather. But she's turned on by the stories she tells herself about the beatings. And she feels terribly guilty about this. Absolutely. And she thinks that maybe she's as guilty as her stepfather is. That's something you understand, too?

Something that really upsets the girl in this story, she hates the beatings, she hates the incest, she hates her stepfather. But she's turned on by the stories she tells herself about the beatings. And she feels terribly guilty about this. Absolutely. And she thinks that maybe she's as guilty as her stepfather is. That's something you understand, too?

Something that really upsets the girl in this story, she hates the beatings, she hates the incest, she hates her stepfather. But she's turned on by the stories she tells herself about the beatings. And she feels terribly guilty about this. Absolutely. And she thinks that maybe she's as guilty as her stepfather is. That's something you understand, too?

I think one of the reasons why someone might be reluctant to admit to a feeling like that is not only their own kind of fear of what they were feeling... But also the fear that somebody would say, well, see, that must have meant she enjoyed it.

I think one of the reasons why someone might be reluctant to admit to a feeling like that is not only their own kind of fear of what they were feeling... But also the fear that somebody would say, well, see, that must have meant she enjoyed it.

I think one of the reasons why someone might be reluctant to admit to a feeling like that is not only their own kind of fear of what they were feeling... But also the fear that somebody would say, well, see, that must have meant she enjoyed it.

Never goes away. When you hear about somebody having experienced sexual pleasure while they were being victimized... Well, what upsets me is that they're then ashamed of themselves for it.

Never goes away. When you hear about somebody having experienced sexual pleasure while they were being victimized... Well, what upsets me is that they're then ashamed of themselves for it.

Never goes away. When you hear about somebody having experienced sexual pleasure while they were being victimized... Well, what upsets me is that they're then ashamed of themselves for it.

And he was the man who abused you when you were growing up?

And he was the man who abused you when you were growing up?

And he was the man who abused you when you were growing up?

So you must have been very angry with your mother for staying with your stepfather after she knew for certain what was happening to you.

So you must have been very angry with your mother for staying with your stepfather after she knew for certain what was happening to you.

So you must have been very angry with your mother for staying with your stepfather after she knew for certain what was happening to you.

Dorothy, I'm going to ask you to read something from the preface to a collection of short stories that came out a few years ago. And the collection of short stories is called Trash. Would you read the opening of the preface for us? It's titled Deciding to Live.

Dorothy, I'm going to ask you to read something from the preface to a collection of short stories that came out a few years ago. And the collection of short stories is called Trash. Would you read the opening of the preface for us? It's titled Deciding to Live.

Dorothy, I'm going to ask you to read something from the preface to a collection of short stories that came out a few years ago. And the collection of short stories is called Trash. Would you read the opening of the preface for us? It's titled Deciding to Live.