Monica Lewinsky

pager so my mom kept paging me and um eventually they i said i was like look if you don't let me call my mom she's going to really start to worry so they finally you know they all huddled there were a whole bunch of them and they were in this connecting room to the hotel and that my the room i was in

pager so my mom kept paging me and um eventually they i said i was like look if you don't let me call my mom she's going to really start to worry so they finally you know they all huddled there were a whole bunch of them and they were in this connecting room to the hotel and that my the room i was in

The connecting hotel room had a whole bunch of other FBI agents in it and lawyers from the independent counsel's office. And so they finally said, okay, you can call your mom. And these are in the days of a handheld phone. So I'm holding the phone and the agent had his finger over the hang up button.

The connecting hotel room had a whole bunch of other FBI agents in it and lawyers from the independent counsel's office. And so they finally said, okay, you can call your mom. And these are in the days of a handheld phone. So I'm holding the phone and the agent had his finger over the hang up button.

The connecting hotel room had a whole bunch of other FBI agents in it and lawyers from the independent counsel's office. And so they finally said, okay, you can call your mom. And these are in the days of a handheld phone. So I'm holding the phone and the agent had his finger over the hang up button.

And so it was this, you know, you just begin to understand subtly, maybe not so subtle, but the kind of nonverbal ways that you're starting to understand how much trouble you're in. When I had to go to the bathroom, they went in because there was a phone in the bathroom, they took the receiver out of the wall. So it was, but eventually I was allowed to go

And so it was this, you know, you just begin to understand subtly, maybe not so subtle, but the kind of nonverbal ways that you're starting to understand how much trouble you're in. When I had to go to the bathroom, they went in because there was a phone in the bathroom, they took the receiver out of the wall. So it was, but eventually I was allowed to go

And so it was this, you know, you just begin to understand subtly, maybe not so subtle, but the kind of nonverbal ways that you're starting to understand how much trouble you're in. When I had to go to the bathroom, they went in because there was a phone in the bathroom, they took the receiver out of the wall. So it was, but eventually I was allowed to go

asked for my mom because they wouldn't, there was a point where they all came in the room. This had been a few hours and I had kind of refused to cooperate still at that point. And they had really, they sort of sent in the heavy. And at that point, it was the kind of the pressure tactics. And so I basically said, I can't make a decision unless I talk to my mom.

asked for my mom because they wouldn't, there was a point where they all came in the room. This had been a few hours and I had kind of refused to cooperate still at that point. And they had really, they sort of sent in the heavy. And at that point, it was the kind of the pressure tactics. And so I basically said, I can't make a decision unless I talk to my mom.

asked for my mom because they wouldn't, there was a point where they all came in the room. This had been a few hours and I had kind of refused to cooperate still at that point. And they had really, they sort of sent in the heavy. And at that point, it was the kind of the pressure tactics. And so I basically said, I can't make a decision unless I talk to my mom.

So they let me, finally let me call my mom and Um, and then she came down from New York and, um, and was, so I was waiting for her to come down. And then she called my dad who was at a medical conference and with his best friend who was a, who was a malpractice attorney, which is how I ended up with a malpractice attorney as my first attorney.

So they let me, finally let me call my mom and Um, and then she came down from New York and, um, and was, so I was waiting for her to come down. And then she called my dad who was at a medical conference and with his best friend who was a, who was a malpractice attorney, which is how I ended up with a malpractice attorney as my first attorney.

So they let me, finally let me call my mom and Um, and then she came down from New York and, um, and was, so I was waiting for her to come down. And then she called my dad who was at a medical conference and with his best friend who was a, who was a malpractice attorney, which is how I ended up with a malpractice attorney as my first attorney.

I couldn't call a lawyer. I had asked to call a lawyer from moment one because I think we all – You know, we all know from TV and the movies, right? Like when it happens in TV and the movies, usually a man comes and flashes their badge. You're like, I'm not talking to you without my lawyer.

I couldn't call a lawyer. I had asked to call a lawyer from moment one because I think we all – You know, we all know from TV and the movies, right? Like when it happens in TV and the movies, usually a man comes and flashes their badge. You're like, I'm not talking to you without my lawyer.

I couldn't call a lawyer. I had asked to call a lawyer from moment one because I think we all – You know, we all know from TV and the movies, right? Like when it happens in TV and the movies, usually a man comes and flashes their badge. You're like, I'm not talking to you without my lawyer.

And they said, well, that's fine, but you won't be able to get as much information and help yourself as much. And so and then I was actively discouraged from getting a lawyer. And I... I mean, I remember very distinctly the moment of it sinking in about what it would mean for this to come out and impact my family. You know, so I had a younger brother in college.

And they said, well, that's fine, but you won't be able to get as much information and help yourself as much. And so and then I was actively discouraged from getting a lawyer. And I... I mean, I remember very distinctly the moment of it sinking in about what it would mean for this to come out and impact my family. You know, so I had a younger brother in college.

And they said, well, that's fine, but you won't be able to get as much information and help yourself as much. And so and then I was actively discouraged from getting a lawyer. And I... I mean, I remember very distinctly the moment of it sinking in about what it would mean for this to come out and impact my family. You know, so I had a younger brother in college.