Monica Lewinsky

what really is the point?

Like, what really are we doing here?

What is the end game?

What am I working so hard towards?

What, you know, what is this?

I just was like, what?

What are we doing here?

You know?

Absolutely.

I also, and I don't know if you've experienced this, obviously from a very different vantage point, but I think for me, because I lost so much time, like I lost this decade of my life and this period of time when I was supposed to be doing a whole bunch of other things, that there is this

I mean, I'm grateful that I have this momentum now because for a very long time, it was just watching everybody else in my life move forward.

Absolutely.

And so that, you know, it's like, oh, they're getting another degree.

They're getting another husband.

They're getting another child.

They're, you know, and that feeling.

So I think sometimes, I don't know if you ever feel this, but I have this weird feeling

relationship with gratitude and guilt, where it's like, if I feel like, oh, if I don't continue to keep doing and I don't continue to keep feeling grateful, that something will be taken away.

I don't know.

Are you woo-woo at all?