Monica Lewinsky

So every day, I was wasting it.

Because I was worried about tomorrow, two months, one month, a year.

And I was regretting things I did the day before and the week before and months and years before would still stay with me.

Looking at my two babies, and it's difficult when you have two.

Because my...

get out of this relationship.

Don't be so hard on yourself.

I would just be like, this doesn't matter.

Your whole life is, is, is over, you know, not 80 or 90, right?

And so now every time I get frustrated, which is actually very seldom because of, of, because I, because I've gone through cancer and I, I,

I was so scared I wouldn't make it through for, you know, all the reasons.

That's what I think about every time.

And I think I would not be on my phone.

I'd be sitting here looking at his little face, looking at her little face.

I would say, make the mess.

I don't care.

I will not remember the mess when I'm 80.

So I like to ask everybody at the end if there is anything that you are working on reclaiming right now.

I want to reclaim that feeling that you have when you're little and before anybody tells you that you can't as an adult.

And I feel like I'm aware of the fact that even if you sort of