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Because that comes back to the choice we were talking about, right?

Like, you know, if you're like Yanko saying, it's like, you really don't want to travel anymore.

And you're fortunate enough that you've made enough, then you can make that choice.

But for some people, like maybe you have to do a coaching gig or something, which sounds like maybe you have to do a coaching gig, like people dream of doing that.

But...

well I don't know so like I saw a tweet from Freakazoid the other day right and it was in response it was like retweeting this thing with Chopper and Chopper made a statement it was like I won't be returning for the next four to five months no matter who to ask in order to play a tier one you need to have motivation and wish that you won't say that you're tired in a month it's not yet time for me to give another one or two years of my life even for this right and then Freakazoid retweeted that saying I'm telling UCS players right now you're going to realize one day how lucky you got it and one day you'll understand what I mean by that

And I think like when you're in it, this is another thing.

Like when you're in it and you're able to compete and play at the highest level and stuff, that's the best fucking feeling in the world.

Obviously not if you're losing all the time and that's where that gear kind of shifts.

But when you're out there and you're competing and you're winning games, like...

I don't get anything in my day to day that gives me the adrenaline in the same way as like winning a match of CS did back in the day.

It's like, you know, I don't have any crazy results like of lifting trophies and stuff, but coming over as an Australian team who, you know, Australian teams rarely beating Europeans in the past, winning those games was fucking huge at the time.

Like in the context, people look and go, yeah, shit, you were shit.

But like for us in the context of what we were doing, those were big wins.

And those things like fucking filled you with that getting fired up feeling.

And I,

I kind of think that's what Freakazoid means.

Your time on this ride, it's not guaranteed.

And while you've got it, you don't know.

The feeling that you're getting and stuff is fucking sick.