Nancy Latham

You know, it's funny how emotionally you kind of vacillate in and out of, oh my God, this is real.

And then there are moments where you just kind of compartmentalize it and feel like, well, it's happening to somebody else.

And you can almost turn it into something you're looking at like a third party.

Just like it's a great story.

And as long as I look at it like that, I don't have to deal with the hurt of it.

A little bit.

And that idea of...

wanting me to completely be obliterated off the face of the earth.

What did I do?

What did I do to deserve it?

He would introduce them to people as, oh, this is my son and this is my daughter.

And that was just hard to think that your family is so disposable.

So I opened up his wallet and I found in it a label off of a bottle.

Not a prescription, but a label that he had peeled off of a bottle.

And it was for a little blue pill.

And I had no idea that he had this prescription and he did not get it filled at the pharmacy where we get all of our family stuff filled.

Started digging a little bit more and went through his toiletry bag and I found the pills that he'd put in with his bottle of cholesterol pills.

I also found male enhancement pills.

I found Androgel.

It's a testosterone gel.