Nedd Brockman

Um, so then went home late on the couch and I just was in this like tweaking out stage for like 12 hours, I reckon, just like in and out, in and out. And there'd be food in front of me and I'd go to sleep and I'm like, oh, late night. Um, and then I, I did not sleep well for the next seven days. I would, I would nap a lot. Um, and I'm very like, I have to move every day.

Like I have to get my body up and do an hour of something. Otherwise I'm like, uh, you know, it's not good. Get, if I say in the afternoon, I haven't done something, I'm like, So this is nasty. I don't know why. It's just, it's just in me. It's not like a, like I can control it, but I feel much better for doing it.

Like I have to get my body up and do an hour of something. Otherwise I'm like, uh, you know, it's not good. Get, if I say in the afternoon, I haven't done something, I'm like, So this is nasty. I don't know why. It's just, it's just in me. It's not like a, like I can control it, but I feel much better for doing it.

Like I have to get my body up and do an hour of something. Otherwise I'm like, uh, you know, it's not good. Get, if I say in the afternoon, I haven't done something, I'm like, So this is nasty. I don't know why. It's just, it's just in me. It's not like a, like I can control it, but I feel much better for doing it.

So I'm like now three, four days of not doing any exercise and I've just done so much to get in to turn off is near impossible. Um, so in bed, yeah, I'd just be up all night staring at the ceiling and then I'd finally get a sleep on the couch and that's when I'd wake up just like, It's a really, really hard thing to explain because you're like, you know, it's all okay.

So I'm like now three, four days of not doing any exercise and I've just done so much to get in to turn off is near impossible. Um, so in bed, yeah, I'd just be up all night staring at the ceiling and then I'd finally get a sleep on the couch and that's when I'd wake up just like, It's a really, really hard thing to explain because you're like, you know, it's all okay.

So I'm like now three, four days of not doing any exercise and I've just done so much to get in to turn off is near impossible. Um, so in bed, yeah, I'd just be up all night staring at the ceiling and then I'd finally get a sleep on the couch and that's when I'd wake up just like, It's a really, really hard thing to explain because you're like, you know, it's all okay.

And everyone right around you saying it is fine. It is fine. Yet you're like, I don't trust you. Like I'm a, I'm literally trying to do this thing and it's not done. I'd had it on the Oz run where I had like road trains. Cause they were constantly on the like trucks, big trucks, big trailers. Um, they were constantly on the highway.

And everyone right around you saying it is fine. It is fine. Yet you're like, I don't trust you. Like I'm a, I'm literally trying to do this thing and it's not done. I'd had it on the Oz run where I had like road trains. Cause they were constantly on the like trucks, big trucks, big trailers. Um, they were constantly on the highway.

And everyone right around you saying it is fine. It is fine. Yet you're like, I don't trust you. Like I'm a, I'm literally trying to do this thing and it's not done. I'd had it on the Oz run where I had like road trains. Cause they were constantly on the like trucks, big trucks, big trailers. Um, they were constantly on the highway.

And I'd, I reckon I'd run past a hundred of them each day over the hundred K. We get into one of the roadhouses where I'd sleep for the night and the whole night I just have these road trains coming at me and I'd be like spitting at the wall because I was spitting so much because there's so much dust in my mouth throughout the whole run. So I'd be like, okay.

And I'd, I reckon I'd run past a hundred of them each day over the hundred K. We get into one of the roadhouses where I'd sleep for the night and the whole night I just have these road trains coming at me and I'd be like spitting at the wall because I was spitting so much because there's so much dust in my mouth throughout the whole run. So I'd be like, okay.

And I'd, I reckon I'd run past a hundred of them each day over the hundred K. We get into one of the roadhouses where I'd sleep for the night and the whole night I just have these road trains coming at me and I'd be like spitting at the wall because I was spitting so much because there's so much dust in my mouth throughout the whole run. So I'd be like, okay.

like road train, I'd jump and then I'd like spit at the wall. And I'm like, I'm in a room. I can't spit at walls. Or like I'd wake up in like a panic. And so I kind of knew what to expect this time around. I knew that this would happen. And I kind of like weirdly enjoyed it. Like when do you get to that point where you actually get to feel those things because of what you've done to yourself?

like road train, I'd jump and then I'd like spit at the wall. And I'm like, I'm in a room. I can't spit at walls. Or like I'd wake up in like a panic. And so I kind of knew what to expect this time around. I knew that this would happen. And I kind of like weirdly enjoyed it. Like when do you get to that point where you actually get to feel those things because of what you've done to yourself?

like road train, I'd jump and then I'd like spit at the wall. And I'm like, I'm in a room. I can't spit at walls. Or like I'd wake up in like a panic. And so I kind of knew what to expect this time around. I knew that this would happen. And I kind of like weirdly enjoyed it. Like when do you get to that point where you actually get to feel those things because of what you've done to yourself?

And then- That's what I really like in this period now is that I know I'm going to crash for certain. I know there'll be a point where I'm a bit lost. I've, you know, devoted my life to this pursuit of this thing with no real plans after it. And I kind of give myself that time now because you can't have ups without downs. You can't have downs without ups. I... love feeling those downs.

And then- That's what I really like in this period now is that I know I'm going to crash for certain. I know there'll be a point where I'm a bit lost. I've, you know, devoted my life to this pursuit of this thing with no real plans after it. And I kind of give myself that time now because you can't have ups without downs. You can't have downs without ups. I... love feeling those downs.

And then- That's what I really like in this period now is that I know I'm going to crash for certain. I know there'll be a point where I'm a bit lost. I've, you know, devoted my life to this pursuit of this thing with no real plans after it. And I kind of give myself that time now because you can't have ups without downs. You can't have downs without ups. I... love feeling those downs.

Like I love feeling that because I know when I do process what just happened, I'll be so much prouder and so much more grateful about the $5 million we raised, you know, like it's those things. I don't think you can feel the beauty of those without this kind of really downtime and I'm, I'm okay.