Nikki Glaser

And he's like, oh, anything else?

I remember it so vividly.

It literally was like that.

And I remember the first time anything happened.

I did feel like a thing of jealousy came up where I was like,

I think it was about I hadn't communicated that I need her to know that I exist.

And I think I felt a little bit sad that maybe she thought there was something with this guy that wasn't going to happen.

And I've been that girl so many times, whether the guy's lying about having a girlfriend or he's like just casually dating someone.

He's making it seem like it's not serious, but he just that he's leading on and I don't have a chance.

Devastating.

So I think that tripped me up a little bit, but I was kind of into it.

I really was.

Did he hook up with a girl?

he's done some stuff yeah he he probably wouldn't appreciate me elaborating on that but like there's there's been interesting things that have been like really fun for for me to like hear about and experience and like and fun for him too because you know you get older he's 45 and i'm like get out there like get some know that you're a sexual being again like sometimes i'm like too busy to be really sexy so i'm like out and get some attention

Yeah, every time I bring it up, I'm like, God, here she goes again.

Because women, I think women, I've never, I have not yet, I maybe met one woman that felt this way

like exactly how I feel in my whole life and I've talked about this extensively so it's very rare for women to feel this way and I feel like I want to be very clear that I know that this is not how many women feel and I'm not encouraging any other woman to do this or I think this is like the right way to run your relationship I think honestly it probably is detrimental I remember Dr. Drew telling me like he after he heard me say that I don't mind he was like I need you to look me in the eyes and repeat I am enough I am enough and I'm like

No, it's not about that.

I'm like, maybe it is.

Maybe I'm not enough and I feel like he has to have more.