Nikki Westcott

And just like I don't – I think I'm just like I can't have any more transient in my life for a portion of time and out.

It's making me a bit like numb.

And not even like – I'm not like a heartless wench.

No.

But like I am kind of – It takes a bit of – wench is such a good word.

I know what you mean.

I think like when you're dating and you're in that cycle, you can get –

I'm just dating.

This is just what it's like.

Therefore, maybe not like treat every experience as like a brand new shiny thing of possibility.

Or like when someone now is like, should we go on a date?

I'm like, what's the point?

We're probably going to date for a month and then I won't see you again.

That's what I mean.

Like you don't get to have that possibility.

Yeah.

That's why I think it is good when you go on and off the apps because you need to give yourself that breathing space.

Oh, yeah.

And like I look at me and like whilst, yes, I've been single for a while now, admittedly, I really haven't

had that many, like, romantic courtings.