Nikki Westcott

I just need to be in a relationship with someone who has a secure attachment style in order to be emotionally available for me.

To be able to give me the love and comfort I deserve.

The love that reassures me when I feel a little anxious and helps regulate my emotions instead of heightening them.

I realize this isn't your fault.

This isn't something you will ever be able to change.

I realize this is purely a case of love incompatibility.

Oh, sad.

No matter how hard you try, you'll never be able to give me what I need without struggle.

And no matter how hard I try, I'll never be able to give you what you need without being less of who I am.

Jeez, Chloe.

I love you so much.

I know that.

But I need to be honest.

This is not healthy for me.

I don't think we'll ever be able to be...

who we need for each other, and as sad as that is, it is okay.

Oh.

I want to be the person you adore, and I don't think I am her.

I love you with my whole being, but I need to go this time, even if it's the last thing I want to do.

Oh.