Nikki Westcott

I'm not even dating anyone.

I'm hard-forged and I'm a birthday.

I did imagine that if I was still seeing the guy that I was seeing at the beginning of the year.

I was like, no, it'd be cool to hard-launch each other on our birthday.

Oh, because it's his birthday pose.

Yeah.

Oh, fuck.

Anyway.

I did envision that for one day and then I went, over.

Over it.

Don't fuck with my feelings.

Hey, I'm going to be honest and tell you how I feel for the last time because in all honesty, I'm sick of going around in circles and nothing changing between us.

Don't like the double use of the word honesty, but anyway.

She's fucking that honest.

Yeah.

She's honestly being honest.

I really like you, but I can't keep doing this to myself.

I feel like I'm always confused with you.

I feel like I have to constantly say how I feel and ask you how you feel because I just have no idea what this is between us or how you even feel towards me.

I'm sick of feeling like I always make the effort and you don't want to see me or do anything.