Noelle

That's just kind of our banter.

But, like, obviously I'd want a potential new boyfriend to be friends with my guy friends.

And, like, that way, like, I wouldn't cut them off.

But I know I couldn't be doing certain things.

But, like, I still want to do fun things with them.

Like, we'll go camping.

We'll go quadding.

You know, we go on snowboarding trips.

Oh, either or, I guess.

I mean, I guess maybe it wouldn't be appropriate without him, but I feel like if he couldn't come or whatever the case might be and I still wanted to go...

I don't know.

I guess that's circumstantial too.

You do.

I've recently acknowledged that.

And I think I'm just trying to take advantage of like...

everything fun that we're doing now and how my relationships are now.

And I've realized, and I've talked to my ex about it, like, we realize, like, this isn't going to last forever once he finds someone or I find someone.

Or even my other guy friends, like, they draw the line real quick the second they start talking to someone where they don't have to tell me.

I can just tell because of the way they're acting.

And I respect that, you know?