Norman Taylor

And for whatever reason, Liam, I kept seeing things.

I kept seeing bodies.

I kept seeing decapitated bodies.

I kept seeing heads everywhere.

I lived not far from a police station, so every time a helicopter went up, I thought I was at work.

And I knew I was having problems.

I mean, I was a widower for 10 years, and then I remarried.

And to this day, I still love my second wife, but she didn't realise what I was carrying.

And unfortunately, you know, the marriage broke down after five years.

And just before we separated, I remember going to the doctors because she goes, you're not right.

You keep going back to the past.

And I knew something was wrong.

I just couldn't quite put my finger on it.

So I went to the doctors and I had a lovely doctor at the time, got on well with her.

And I sat in the chair and I explained a few things.

And she goes, you've got PTSD.

And I says, right.

I didn't know much about it.

I know it's post-traumatic stress disorder, but that's all I know.

And she goes, I just need to run a few tests, take your blood pressure and