Olivia Ponton
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I was just like writing on my Instagram like wild stuff like ugly pictures of him like look at this piece of shit that cheated on me I was just like stuff that is a shame because I could never do that now because people would be like oh like you can't you know I just really enjoyed being like a nobody you know like just say what I wanted I was calling up his work non-stop I was just insane I was just literally my mum we were shopping in London when I found out my mum's like wrestling me like in self just trying to get the phone out of my hand because I'm doing so much damage yeah
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she's like you need to stop you need to stop I'm like I can't and she's like it's all for the better I'm like no it's not I'm like comedy has done this to me no I get that feeling though you're like he needs to feel a little bit of the hurt that I felt and so I get that I get that yeah I just I just went I reindulged myself I treated myself to a proper meltdown like I really did I was like smashed at 4pm rolling around London just like ringing up his work just fucking crazy
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Rang his mum. Just everything. I'm like, your son's a piece of shit. And she's like, oh. Good luck with life. And then I saw this advert. I swear, again, it's like a whole universe moment. I saw this advert, like, casting for Love Island. It was on, like, a bust up or something to, like, season three. And I thought... I should have done that last year.
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So I go on my phone, I find these people from Levine, I unblock a couple of them. I just ring them up, don't I? I just rang them up, shout out to Lewis, he took the call. I was like, hi, I was like, do you remember me? And he was like, yes, you're the girl that disappeared. And I was like, well, I was like, I would love to have a chance to...
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to come on the show and I can't even keep a straight face saying it. And he was like, I don't know what the execs are going to say. They're probably going to tell you to like take a run and jump. He's like, but I will speak to them. Um, it's quite late in the day for like, you know, they think they'd already cast most people. I just hung up. I was like, well then got all my feelings.
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Like what am I doing? I don't want to do monster anymore. Like this guy's loser. And anyway, call me back like the next day. And he's like, you can come on if you leave in two weeks. So literally, that was it. I went on a mad Zara haul, like other brands are available, and just got all the bikinis, dresses, and two weeks later, I was gone.
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So my thing going into it, and I, you know, I'm really open about this. When I had nervous feelings about going in, I thought the worst thing you can do on these kind of shows, I think, is go in, be booted out in week one and no one even remembers you were there. Like, what was the point? Like, I've left Monster. They're not going to have me back. I've burnt all those bridges.
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I've left my modeling agency. I've, you know, screwed off the guy that I was seeing. Like, I felt like if I'm going to do this, I have to... do this properly. And I'm going to make sure everyone knows that I'm in the building. Like that was my main thing. And I really, you know, I just thought I'm going to, I thought to myself, when I get in there, I'm going to forget those cameras.
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I'm just going to do it how I would live life. But it's crazy. Like I know everyone says it, but like after like 24 hours, you really forget, like you really forget you're like being watched. Oh my God. Like, You know, there were certain members in that villa who maybe were slightly more canny and were, you know, more self-aware. I've always been un-self-aware.
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I'd like to say, like, if you put me in now, I know that they get how many billions of viewers a night that I would behave a different way. I probably wouldn't because I can't. I cannot be anything but a hot mess.
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Just, you know, I hate this expression, but, you know, like, wear your heart on your sleeve. I'm very, like, if I feel something or I don't like something or I don't like someone, I can't help but kind of... Either my face says it or my mouth says it. One of them is going to say it. Like, I can't, you know, I can't be a wallflower despite trying at times. It's like verbal diarrhea.
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I feel like I'm literally chewing my lips. Did you get in trouble for that a lot when you were younger? Oh, like, oh my God. My mum used to say to me, like, what is this? I'm ADHD, which I know now, which explains a lot. But at school, I used to do the weirdest shit and then get in so much trouble. And then I'd cry on the way home. My mom'd be like, but why did you do that?
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If I watch her now, like, you know, I watch myself on Love Island. I was quite angry. You know, my back was up. Like, I was looking for an argument all the time. I think I've mellowed. And I think it's not... There's nothing I would have done differently because that's who I was at that time. And hindsight and age, I'm a lot more relaxed now. I wouldn't get wound up about those kind of things.
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But that's who I was then. And also, it's like... Everything that has happened in my life is as a result. If I'd gone in there, like, you know, medicated in the corner, like, not talking, then I wouldn't be sitting here with you now.
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This is crazy. This is crazy to me. Like I've been a fan of the podcast forever. I swear to God, the Instagram, everything.
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Like, I'm already having massive imposter syndrome even being here with you, but that's just tipped me over the edge. I now feel like I'm sitting in someone else's body. No, no. Own it because you're a boss.
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Daddy gang, be nice to me.
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Let's check ourselves. How do we look? Okay.
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Um, not in a serious way. I think I'd thought about it because I had heard this thing people kept saying to me, oh, you should make, the photos that you pose, you should, you could make loads of money on OnlyFans. Kept hearing that again and again and again. So I was intrigued thinking, is it as easy as that? Right. So that was more, I think, you know, I think.
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take me back pre-Love Island, like, you know, Grid Girl Olivia, she probably would have done OnlyFans.
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But me right now, where I was, I was more just intrigued. Is it as simple as it sounds?
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I think we were, you know, I was really looking to get into, like, docu-series world. Mm-hmm. And obviously being from reality TV, like you can be obviously put in a box and I'm happy with that box. I actually love reality TV and I've got no like desire to be like, it's the worst thing and get me out that box. But I was interested.
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I feel like I know you. I know! This is so weird.
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I feel like, you know, on a good day when I'm sober, I've got a quite decent brain. I can articulate myself like to a certain degree. So I thought I definitely have more springs to the table. So, yeah, we were talking with different networks, different ideas. And when this one came up, I thought that's a really good fit. And I'm genuinely fascinated.
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the 24 hour aspect of it, like I didn't, I really thought it was something where the way it was sold to me, you know, from people I spoke to was you made the profile, you stick the pictures on and the money just comes in. That's not how you make money. The money's made in the DMs, like the constant communication.
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It's like the girls that are making the big money, they are on the site 24 hours a day. Like, you know, talking to these people, and when you don't respond, because they've paid to be on your page, they just hound you, like, question mark, question mark, like, you know, like, where are you? Like, you know, I was, like, quite taken back by that at first.
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I hate Zoom as well. It's just not the same. We can't drink Prosecco. I can. I don't fucking know.
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I don't think I did because I had the account, obviously, for documentary purposes. So it was my own, but I also... I couldn't take like ownership over it because I was trying to find that line of like, you know, I'm using it and I'm seeing how it works to do justice to this show.
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But also it's not mine in the sense where I'm going to engage in like, you know, I'm not going to send nudes out because they'd be out there forever. So it was hard for me to land in a place where it felt like I was in control, I guess, because. You know, these people subscribe. They want nudity. They want like they don't want bikini pictures like that. That's the biggest myth.
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I think, you know, I think if you're already famous, whatever, you could monetize your bikini underwear pictures for a certain amount of time, a limited amount of time. And then you're going to have to do more or it's just going to die out or you're going to be earning not enough to live off.
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A hundred percent. I think the temptation is like, it's crazy. The DMs start coming through like,
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you know 500 quid for a picture of your nipples and it's like if you were in a situation where you need 500 quid like how easy would it be just to and I think there's a disconnect isn't there between doing something in real life and doing it with your phone where like you could just do it and send it and there's the money but then it's like it's gone and you can never bring it back and I think
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for and I you know I it sounds like I said that with judgment because I have I you know you can see what I have no judgment but I think the danger is that I think for some girls it's absolutely great and they kill it and that you know every every downside of it like the preconceived notions that like you know they're a whore or they're promiscuous they it's water for ducks back but for a lot of girls they can't like and they find themselves in these on this site
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And they weren't expecting the pressure. And they maybe succumbed to pressure that they weren't going to. They go in there saying, I'm going to do X, Y, Z. And they end up doing more. And then you have that feeling of regret and shame. And I think that's sad, you know?
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I think it was...
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a mix to be honest I think some very much yes and some not so much like you know I always it's my thing where I went back to the grid girl thing it's like the whole feminist argument it's like who is anyone else to say what empowers someone if someone's telling me this makes me feel as an empowered woman more power to you like get it like a hundred percent but I think there was some that I met with and definitely over the other films like you know the porn episode and
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Sugar Babies, again, I meet both sides. I meet people that I can see are really struggling with that lifestyle choice and others that are thriving. So I think it's just, it's not for everyone. And the thing that was going into it and the whole, it's like a cheeky title, How to Get Filthy Rich, but the idea was to see like, is it actually that easy? Because we all do it.
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I do that thing where I'm like, or I'm doing something, I'm like, oh, I'm just going to quit and do OnlyFans and do something easy like, And then you realize, oh, shit, that's not easy.
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for me it's like every job right you do in the world has like this added tax right so if you're you know what I do I'm showing every part of my life has a tax you know Instagram has an emotional tax it makes me feel sometimes I feel judged I feel stressed or If you work in the city and you're there like, you know, six days a week, 10 o'clock at night, you don't see your kids. That's a tax.
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So does this. But this is not does not come without the downside, you know, like the judgment. And I think, you know, these sites and, you know, you see in Cam Girls episode as well. It's like the is a hiding place for men as well to like express some pretty weird shit. Like and these girls have to read this stuff, hear this stuff.
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with no one to really help them like break down the terrible things they've either said to them or they asked them to do. Right. And some of the things that I heard were just absolutely like shocking. Like, you know, the fact they have to read these messages and then just get on with their day. And how does that then affect their relationship with, you know, other straight men in their lives?
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Because what I think is so interesting is whole online sexual economy debate. we're all so focused on the girls, like the girls who are doing OnlyFans. Like, oh my God, they're the worst. But it's our dads, brothers, colleagues who are buying the shit. No one's worried about them. They're the ones asking for them to do X, Y, stick this up your ass. They're not like these...
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mythical creatures that come up from the sewers. They are the men in our lives.
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This is crazy. This is going to be so good. Do you need anything? No, I've literally helped myself to free Prosecco from the... Wait, what? I don't even know. Guys, I didn't get offered any. It was in a fridge. I just took it. You're like, let's go. Welcome to London, babe.
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It's true though.
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But we don't have a problem with them. We have a problem with the girls providing the content. But we're talking about millions of pounds a year. This isn't like a niche. This is like the majority of men. Not all. The majority.
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So for me, when we were sitting down going to make the show and we talked about what the different episodes would be, I was like, cam girls, I think, I don't know if you have it in the States, like Babe Station, you know, the TV channel where they've got the phone. And I was like, is that even a thing anymore? It felt very 90s. That's what I thought.
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It's the kind of thing that I would flick onto when I was younger on like the home telly and be like, oh my God. So, but it turns out it's still like big money industry. And this is like, you know, we went, I spent 24 hours at a studio where it's on the phones, but it's also on like webcams. So they kind of like, they log on and they pay to be on like the stream and the girls there.
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I was a model, but doing grid girl and promotion stuff to like fill the gaps, you know, and I was At this thing we have in the UK called the Touring Car Championships. It's like pretty low key, whatever. It was there, it was a miserable fucking day. It was like the north of England. And I was like, what am I actually doing? Like standing here with this sad little flag.
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And then they can call the phone. The girl will take the phone. So it's like they can either do it from their home or in the studio, but it's contained to like the site. Do you know what I mean?
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A lot. Yeah. Not all, but most because it's just a no brainer. But a lot of the girls who work in the site, they maybe have OnlyFans and they just like kind of dip their toe in it because they do the camming because they like the fact that they log on for like a camming shift for like five, six hours and then they go and they leave and it's done. Whereas like OnlyFans never leaves you alone.
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It's constantly, you know, it's on your phone. You never get a break. So they find like doing the camming or going to a studio and being a cam girl. It's like that's work and then literally like
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One thing across all episodes you'll see is like this. And I really want to sit down like with a clinical psychologist and pick this apart, because there has to be a reason, this feet thing, right? Across every single episode, there's this undercurrent about feet. So the girls in the camisole, the ones who are great at the feet chat, who can dangle the stiletto on their big toe, do all the...
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They kill it because literally six out of 10 calls will be about feet. What the fuck is up with men and feet? I don't know, but I need to get to the bottom of it.
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There has to be some connection, something like Freudian nightmare because all the way through.
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there is always an exchange maybe for sex for money. And I met girls, you know, and people might roll their eyes and go, oh, bullshit. No, these girls are like honest with me. Like there is arrangements where it's not sexual. It's just dinner. Like, or it's just company or it's some of them. It's not even in person. It's just talking. And he might, you know, pin them like 500 quid or whatever.
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Right. So I thought, Who the hell is going to give someone money? Do you know what I mean? For nothing, basically. Oh, yeah.
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And then the Monster girls were there with another team. And one of the girls approached me and she was like, would you want to work with us? But when you work with Monster, you can only do like Monster. You can't do like a bit of this, bit of that. So I said, yeah. And then, yeah, I started like a week after. And I did that solidly for like, God, four or five years I was like a monster girl.
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100%, and I think one of the girls I've met, she'd had this arrangement with a guy for three or four years, she'd never had sex with him, and she said it's all about... your approach, like from day one, you set that. It's the way you approach the situation that you approach that guy and you let him know that. And I think that's, you know, where experience, age, everything comes into it.
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Same with OnlyFans. I think, you know, you have to be a very strong person to be like, this is my boundaries and I'm not going to move. Whereas I think if you approached it and you're not really sure what your angle is, it's easier for someone to maybe coerce you. Totally. Because you don't even know yourself.
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I think maybe just living in that limbo land. You know, it's like you don't have a boyfriend.
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but you're not single and they, essentially, they are the one handing out the money so you have to kind of, you know, I guess, I mean, it depends how much money we're talking, you know, a lot of the girls, it's hard for them to have a normal job and be a sugar baby because some of these guys want them with them all the time and then,
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You know, I think some of the girls I spoke to, it's like, it's great if you've got a great thing going, but if he just like drops you like that, you can go from living this like unreal lifestyle. That's where it's like being smart, like, you know, getting the allowance, banking the money.
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Whereas like, I think if you're younger and just like living life and spending and then he's just like, oh, bye. Yeah. You could be like, I can't afford my apartment.
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They are straight up hustlers. The girls that do it right, it's an art form at the peak. Like you say, it's like... any relationship when you're young or like, you know, you're not thinking straight, you don't set your boundaries, your standards. So that means the standards and the, it's just all a mess. Like, so it's like anything you have to go in and be like, this is what it is.
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This is what I want from you. This is what I'm going to give you.
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Because I think what I love about this show is that it's like an immersive documentary, but it has heart and it has humor. And we're not coming up from an angle, whereas I think other shows that have looked at these subjects are coming from like a slightly judgmental. It feels kind of like seedy. I don't think there's anything wrong with, you know, dating someone for like financial gain or.
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you know, life experience or, you know, whatever it may be for travel. Like, what the hell? You know, if you're two consenting adults, you're not hurting anyone. What does it matter? But I think that you say that young girls need to, and I think that's what this show is nice because it's very balanced. We're not glorifying anything. The girls are really honest.
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So it's everything. It's like all sporting events, like ski, skate, like track, cars, motorbikes. It's crazy.
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They're like, I make, you know, Bonnie, she's like, I'm making 250 grand a month, my best month. But, it's a heavy load to carry. Like it's not just as easy as that, you know? Totally.
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I was excited. I was like, I actually think I say in the beginning of episodes, like I've only seen one penis for the last couple of years. I was like, let's see it. So I was excited to like see some willies and like,
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just be amongst it and also just as someone that's like you know everyone's watched porn but to actually see how it's made yeah how was that what was that like like just I mean obviously I went to an orgy one time I'm like giggling because it's you know when it's right there in the flesh but it's just it's all so different to how you imagine it to be like I learned like the cum shot you know like on the thumbnails on the website that's like Gaviscon do you have Gaviscon it's like a
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like heartburn medication, they just throw it over the girl's face, not even semen. Stop. I swear, at the beginning of the shoot, they'll sit there all day, pour this heartburn medication or something goopy, and they position it all perfectly, and they do all the photos. Yeah, because I was thinking, actually, when you think about it now, it makes sense, because who has that much semen?
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And also, the positioning of it's always perfect. Then they wipe it all off. Then they'll do still shots.
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We had this kind of, that was like a question that went throughout that film. And ultimately, there is still a demand for high production value porn. People still like it. OnlyFans, I think, is like your impersonating intimacy. It's that intimate thing, the back and forth, the messages, giving someone that personalized experience. Whereas porn is much more,
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you know, a fantasy, it's costumes, it might be in a style that someone, you know, like they do the sci-fi shit and whatever, like it's a different, it's a completely different thing. I think.
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So a lot of them are doing both now. But the thing is with the bigger porn stars, they might have like really big contracts with like a Brazzers or, you know, Digital Playground or something. And they're on really good money. And I think some of them have a no-only-fans policy. If you have that contract.
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I know, obviously, that the money you can earn is a lot more in the States than it is in the UK in terms of porn and stuff. But yeah, the bigger porn stars, I think they stick to their... It's like a trade, isn't it? It's a skill. And they make really good money. So all they have to do is go and maybe shoot two films a week.
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and get the big check, whereas what they'd have to do in OnlyFans to make the same would be way more laborious.
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I met a girl who was, a girl, Alex, she'd done OnlyFans and she was wanting to move into porn. And she, to me, was someone who seemed really unsure. It filled me with a lot of anxiety after I met her, actually. And she went and she did, I think, a handjob video or whatever, and she hated it. And then she realized it wasn't for her.
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They were always wild. Like it was, you know, the amount of times I turned up with no sleep. Like, I mean, I was just a different animal back then. Like I couldn't do it now. Like I'd be in a fetal position, like rocking, crying. Like I was... I could go out all night and then still look hot the next day. It was like, you know, it's like to be that age. It's the dream.
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a check sheet at the beginning, so they'll be like, they'll go through it, the stars, it'll be like, anal tech, or strangling, she could be like, no, don't be strangling. And they X and tick everything that's like a yes or a no, and then that's like the print, like no one strays from that. She said, don't touch my arsehole so he can't, or vice, do you know what I mean?
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But then she said she'll go to shoots where they don't do the checklist, and it's just a bit of a free-for-all, so there is, I think there is risk involved. I think that's why OnlyFans as well is appealing to a lot of sex workers, because You know, it's it takes away that risk, doesn't it? Of having to interact with other people. Absolutely. Yeah. Which episode was your favorite to create and why?
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I'm going to surprise everyone on this, I think. But Cam Girls, I think, is my favourite episode. Purely just, it's a really hard one because I love them all. It's like my babies. But Cam Girls, the girls I met were just, I really, I don't know, I just connected with them. It was just so much heart and they were so open with me. And it was such a diverse, like, kind of range of girls who, like,
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go to this studio, do this job, which is just so crazy to a lot of us. And then they go home and they're mothers or they've got other jobs. And it's just like, there's so much more than what people would pigeonhole them as. And I just loved it. I loved being at the studio. I loved being with the girls. What was the studio like? Are they in a room by themselves?
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It's like this big studio and it's like sectioned down all the way. It's open, right? And each booth is like different colours or different themes. And the girls are all in there on the phone and the webcam. And so when you're on an evening while it's in there, it's just a room of like sex noises and...
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dirty talk like all competing over each other but they say like they can hear each other a bit but it's not that loud but to me it was like how can you even think straight because it's like literally I'm talking like you know like when you go to a photo shoot and they use those polystyrene that's what's separating each thing And it was, my head when I left that night was like spinning.
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I was like just listening to everything. The phone's ringing. I answer the phone to this guy and he's like panting down the phone. I was like, this is. Did you talk to someone? Yeah, I was like giving him all the chat and then I just couldn't.
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But people always say to me, oh, the riders, the drivers. But you know, like the thing was like Formula One drivers, MotoGP, they don't drink. Like really, they don't. They're like, they are like quite a weird breed. Like they're not super social. It's a very like, you know, isolated sport. So they don't really get involved in like sports. you know, partying and stuff.
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What's that? Not like, hey, daddy. Hey, daddy gang.
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I think that's why I, like, that's why I kind of got emotionally involved with that place. Because they were, like, it's like a bit of a sorority vibe. Like, they was all, like, and what made me feel nice is that, and the thing which I think makes doing OnlyFans or camming from home really hard,
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If they got a call and some guy asked them to do some terrible thing, if people call up and ask disturbing things like, will you pretend to be my sister or my mum and I'm going to rape you? It's just horrendous. And they have to mentally process the fact that that is an actual human being out there in the world having these thoughts. They then have each other to lean on.
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They can be like, I just had this call. And they all can relate. Whereas other girls who are doing OnlyFans and maybe their other girlfriends aren't doing OnlyFans, if they bring their friend who works as a dental hygienist, I'm like, someone just asked me to stick a remote control on my ass. She's gonna be like, can't relate. She's like, at work, babe, at the desk. Gotta go to a meeting.
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I can't help you. Whereas I think for them, it's like being around other girls who are doing the same thing and they can all relate to each other.
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And it's all about the numbers, and it can be quite competitive, I think.
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Do you know what it is? What was hard for me is, like, I'm open, I'm pretty liberal, like, you know... this, it's hard because there's stuff that I would do if I wasn't like live from love Island. Cause I'm, I was trying to always walk the line of like, I want to do this documentary. I want to be immersive. I want to get my hands dirty, but I also want people to like not get confused.
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I don't want this to become about me. So if I, you know, I was thinking only fans, I want to post something more sexy to like see how that But then I'm thinking the only thing that will happen is then that photo of me will just get pulled out of there, put in British tabloids, out of context. And then it's not going to become about what it's about.
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So it was me trying to be really immersive without going to a point where people get distracted and they're just worried about what I'm doing. Oh, my God, she's got a kit off. I'm sure when the show comes out, there's going to be, I do the sex call and whatever and people are going to, I was an extra in a porno and all this shit.
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And I love that, but it's like, yeah, it was just trying to find the right... Right. In the porno, do you get naked? No. Okay. You see, I maybe would have, like, got... Yeah, I wouldn't have, like... Went topless or something. Well, yeah, I don't know.
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Yeah, because it would have been... People would have been like, oh, you know, she's just... Yeah. And again, it's almost like the whole thing I'm doing this documentary and I'm wanting to like break down these walls of like stigma and the way we pigeonhole women. And then I'm there. It was like a head fuck because I'm like, well, I can't go in my underwear too many times.
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So it was more like, I'd end up like the mechanics. I didn't give a shit. If he was down to like drink with me and get messy, I was all about it. Like, I didn't care if you were changing tires earlier, you still got grease on your hands. If you want to go and like, we'll pound a bottle of Jager, let's do it. I had no prejudice. I didn't give a shit. I love that for you so much.
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And people be like, well, she's not really a presenter because she's constantly naked. So it's like and I'm feeling the same way. That's so interesting. It's like a matrix.
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What, why did you feel that? I think, I know the scene you're talking about, just those two girls were so young and they, you know, I don't want to sound patronizing. They probably like would think, oh, fuck off, we're fine. Like, mind your own business, Grandma. Like, do you know what I mean? When I was their age, I would have been thinking, I'm literally making money.
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But I just think, I saw, especially more in one than the other, I was like, it just reminded me when I was her age, and I was so, like, ambitious and reckless. And she might be way more mature than I am, and she might do this for the next 10 years and smash it, and I hope that is the case.
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But you know when someone's a lot younger than you as a girl, and I just looked to her, I don't know, I just felt... She was reading out some messages she'd had from guys that were pretty hardcore, like really emotionless. And I just thought, I hope that you're okay. Do you know what I mean? And that sounds really fucking patronizing, but that's me being really honest of how I felt in that moment.
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I appreciate that. And no judgment. It's more like a big sister feeling. I wanted to be like...
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sure we can glamorize all of it that the media does but like this show is helping because you're hearing from their mouth not other people that gossip of like what their day-to-day is like you say it's like taking out the shadows like if your friend wants to have a sugar daddy fine but she needs to feel like she can tell you and where she's going rather than sulking off like into the darkness and not telling and putting themselves in danger and being judged yes if they feel like
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Some people, you know, being a sugar baby just wouldn't work. Whereas, you know, other people being on... I couldn't spend that much time on my phone. I hate how much time I spend on my phone as it is, like, doing Instagram and stuff. Like, I could not be that logged into a website, you know? So...
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as hard as it is to block out the outside noise of what other people think you should be doing. Because I always think when people say something bad, does it feel bad? If it makes you feel good, go for it. But think about it. Just sleep on it a little bit. And also going into any of those areas of work, as hard as it may be to stick to them, I think try and go in with your boundaries.
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This is what I'm going to do. I always think with OnlyFans, one of the massive issues is the content leaking. If something, which unfortunately at the moment the leaking is such a problem, whatever you post, nine times out of ten will be leaked. So if you would just die if that was out and your family and friends saw it, then maybe you don't post it. If you can own it, then do it.
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I think it's just like, yeah, having your boundaries and what you can be happy with.
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You know what I mean? And I think you're right. And I think it's not about glorifying it or condemning it, it's just being real.
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And they're so like obviously dedicated to what they're doing and focused and nothing is going to like. Just disgusting. Oh my God. Imagine having dedication and, you know, self-control.
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no one's got a gun to anyone's head, right? So if you go into it with your eyes open, so if you are willing to go, you know, onto a TV show and expose yourself to the world, think about it. Like, don't do your sleep on it and think of the pros and the cons, make a list. I mean, it's easy for me. I'm really impulsive. I literally make all my decisions like that.
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What? It's the referral thing. Other content creators, if they can get someone to sign up, they get a bonus. So that was one area that I was a bit like, ooh. So I think, yeah, if you can speak to someone you trust, but I do think there's a bit of a thing where girls are recruiting other girls.
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Yeah. So that's the only thing, because they give that girl, or boy, this boy's like,
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I think I touched it briefly. It's just interesting that we live in this world where all the obsession is on the women creating the content, but no one's talking about the people buying it. The reason OnlyFans is what it is is because all the men in our society, the demand.
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And not that there's anything wrong with that, but I just think it's interesting we're never looking at the people asking for... you know, whatever it is, we're always looking at the people providing it and, you know, and shaming them and looking down on them. But we don't worry about the fact that it's probably Bob from next door. Like he's the one asking for the feet video.
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Do you know what I mean? I just think we've got a long way to go to move that, the sexism and the stigma. I think, you know, I hope shows like this will break down boundaries and, You know, it kind of humanizes these girls. I think it's very easy to dehumanize people that work in the sex industry.
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And I think the online sexual economy is even more dehumanizing because we just see them as like robots online. But these are real people with real lives, with families, with partners. whatever, and they should be treated like that.
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give it to us so I had a long-term relationship with just this oh it's a piece of shit but I was with him for like four or five years it was like my first real thing and I was doing modeling and I was very obsessed with this relationship and I almost you know my modeling agency was so done with me because I would flake on things because I just wanted to be with him all the time.
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A melt, so a drip, do you say that in the States? Just like, normally if you say it about a guy, I'll go, it's got no backbone, they're just a drip, just like a wet rag. I feel like we would say like a pushover, like weak. Yeah, or maybe it can be a guy or a girl, but a lot of times people say it about a boy. You know when they start to like a girl and they go soft, they go, oh, he's a melt.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's that toxic masculinity thing of being like, if you're nice to a girl, you're a melt. That's what it is. Okay, that makes sense. Okay, what about he pied me off? Like ghosted, like just done.
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Well, we say ghosted, but pied is like he ended it. He just broke up, yeah. Got it. Okay, mugged off. The similar thing. Like mugged off would be more just like...
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yeah a guy just kind of tosses you to the side like with not much explanation and if you were saying someone's attractive you guys would say he's fit yeah love that and it has no like relation to their physical like what would you call someone if you're like oh he's fucked a lot of girls
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Cracking on would normally mean like you meet a girl, you've exchanged numbers, you're going on a date. You're cracking on. We would say like vibing. Yeah, got it.
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You know, I can't think of what the American term would be, but like working a girl. Like you're DMing you, asking you out. He's putting the work. He's got the hard hat on, the boots, the shovel. Like he is.
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Yeah, he's doing everything.
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I didn't even care to have my own money. I had no drive. It was a really good lesson for me. I'm so glad I had that kind of relationship at that young age because it taught me everything that I needed to know. Do you know what I mean? To have your own money, to have your own independence. I just was obsessed and I was flaking on job stuff.
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He used to do this thing where he'd break up with me on the Friday and be like, I'm going, whatever. I'd be all anxious and I'd be a mess. And then on Monday, he'd come back and be like, oh no, let's work it out. He'd just pick me up and drop me all the time. So Monster actually gave me a lifeline at that time that I needed. It's weird.
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Everything in my life, I feel like, with Love Island, Monster, it's like the universe has thrown me this life vest. At that time, it's like, because doing Monster at first, when I realised how much travel it was, I was a bit like, hmm. I don't want to like travel and be away from him because I was like obsessed for some reason.
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And it's like doing that and seeing the world and meeting new people opened my eyes to like, oh my God, there's this like massive world out there and you've made your world so fricking small. Like for what reason? So it kind of opened my eyes to how dire the situation I was in was. And then that broke down for a good reason. But then following that, my dating was pretty erratic.
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I just used to go from one guy to the next. I jump in really feet first. I am all about that. I want them to be obsessed with me. I want to be obsessed with them. I want to get tattoos on the second date. I want them to move in. Like I might, you know, they could come to the second date with my name tatted on their head and I'd be like, yeah, I'm literally, do you want to go upstairs?
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My friends are like, that's insane. I'm like, I love him. Like, yeah, so I love that. that obsessive being in love. So I was always going kind of once and next, chasing that feeling.
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At one point, I don't even think I had like my own debit cards. It was ridiculous. Like I didn't, I literally like when I say pulled the rug from under my feet every time he like left me, I was like, you know, I was underweight and I was crying and I was just, I was just like, I was just, it was so unhealthy.
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And I just, it just learning that at that age, like, you know, my late teens, early twenties was like, I think a really important lesson to learn. It just, I remember how I felt and I thought I'm never going to let myself be in that situation again. Yeah, if Brad walked out tomorrow, it would hurt. Like, I wouldn't get over it in a day.
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But I could still get in my car that I own, drive somewhere, get my own house. Do you know what I mean? I'm good. Like, I'd be heartbroken, but I'm good. I'm not going to be on my knees like I was with that situation.
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I was like distance from everyone, like friends, family, like completely isolated. Like, so yeah, monster was like, you know, it was, it threw me a lifeline. And we had the best, I traveled the world. This is my thing that I say is like, you know, people get on about grid girls or like, you know, ring girls and this anti-feminism, like who, we've had men telling us what to do.
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Now we've got other women telling us what to do. If you feel empowered doing something and you're safe and you're in an environment like Monster is a safe, you know, it was a very safe gig for me.
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who's anyone else to tell me that empowered me changed my life it threw me a lifeline you know that is amazing but at the same time you know I did it for four or five years and you know I got to the end of my thing with it you know when you're working for a brand like that there's not much individuality like you know you have to have your hair a certain way your nails a certain way you know
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But some girls, they just do want to do their fucking hair and look pretty. And that might be their thing in life. And why can you tell them that that's not good enough or that's not empowering? I'm not telling the girls at NASA, you can't work there because I'm not clever enough to work there. Let people do their thing.
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find a real connection a connection real enough to take you to the final and maybe win that money although it's weird with love island like when you're in there no one really talk gives a shit about the money yeah it's kind of like you wouldn't you don't even need the money at the end the money it's just like a thing but it's it kind of yeah no one focuses on that in a weird way i love that though because i was thinking about it i feel like love island is so much more
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Wait, why don't I know this? Two glasses of, on my series, okay, I can't speak on my series, we were all like balls to the wall crazy, so we might have been limited more than others, but. We had two glasses of wine a night or beer. That's shocking because I didn't realize none of you were hammered. So all that stuff I'm doing, I'm basically sober. I'm just insane.
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No, I didn't even have my drink yet. And then I went outside and the producer said, you're not getting anything tonight. I was like, oh, you're joking. I was like, honestly, I swear I'm sober.
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So the reason is, they say, because I question them every day, it's the point where they're like, if you ask about it again, you're going to get a written warning, is what I was told in the beach hut.
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Because I argued it every day, is that the show is, because it's about dating, about love, they don't want people doing stuff, you know, driven by alcohol, and the next day waking up being like, oh, I don't actually like him, I only snogged him because I was drunk, because it's not that kind of show, it wouldn't make sense. They want people...
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I mean, I've gone from living on my own since I was like 21 to doing what I want to being told, like, you know, you get two glasses. It was real hard for my head to deal with. Oh, yeah.
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Series three was the one that like blew up, right? So we had series one and two in the UK that were popular. So I was meant to go on series two. This is like the tea. Wait, give us how you were cast. Like tell me the tea. So it's really like an eye rolling kind of like nauseating ways. But I was approached on Instagram. They DM'd me. So series two, they DM'd me.
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I'd only watched little bits of series one. It was popular, but really like no one was really talking about it. I was doing the monster thing. I'd started a thing off with this guy. He was like a rider, whatever. like, motocross thing, and I was all about him. We'd done the tattoos and stuff after the second date. It was sweet. And then... Oh, you actually did that? Yeah, I've got it still now.
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Olivia Attwood: OnlyFans, Cam Girls, Pornhub and Sugar Babies (FBF)
It's, like, a bit faded, but, yeah, we did the whole... Is Brad, like... Can we get rid of that? He's the most, like, fat guy. He's practically horizontal. Like, he's got, like, the BDE. Like, you know, is that what Kim says? Like, he's got that...
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Olivia Attwood: OnlyFans, Cam Girls, Pornhub and Sugar Babies (FBF)
big dick energy you couldn't give a shit like he's yeah what is the tattoo up it's just his initial yeah i did it like this two weeks would you care if brad had that i don't think so no i don't know i would have cut it out of him you're like no i wouldn't care i would have just sliced it off during his time sleeping like he wakes up what are you doing nothing also for everyone listening brad is olivia's fiance that's my okay great okay long suffering fiance
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Olivia Attwood: OnlyFans, Cam Girls, Pornhub and Sugar Babies (FBF)
Yeah, we're all into it. They approached me, they were like, you know, so I went and I didn't, we were just dating. So I was like, you know, I'll see it through. Went to meet like interviews, whatever. Then they offered me on. I was all like, I was basically carrying it on as if I was going to do it. And then it got to like literally I'm leaving in like two weeks. And I was like, oh, I don't know.
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Olivia Attwood: OnlyFans, Cam Girls, Pornhub and Sugar Babies (FBF)
Like I've got a really good thing going. I like this guy a lot. This show, is it a bit like, you know, I've seen all the kind of the program images with the colorful backgrounds. And it was no one had really thought it was cool yet. So I was like, I'm doing something that I think is quite cool. And with this guy. So anyway, I just, I just ghosted. I just blocked everyone from basically ITV.
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Olivia Attwood: OnlyFans, Cam Girls, Pornhub and Sugar Babies (FBF)
And were they like, hello? Yeah, they were like calling. I just panicked, blocked everyone. I was like, it's going to carry on with my life. And then, basically, I was with him for a good, like, nine months or something. Anyway, he cheats on me, sleeps with this girl. I go, like... How'd you find out? I had, like, just, like, a sixth sense.
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Olivia Attwood: OnlyFans, Cam Girls, Pornhub and Sugar Babies (FBF)
I can't remember now the exact... You just knew in your gut. I just knew, and I just... Honestly, I've mellowed so much, I just went, like... I was, yeah, I was quite crazy. Wait, what did you do?
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
So the difference between it is bisexual is just liking boys and girls or, you know, men and female. And with being pansexual, it's like anyone. And I would say almost with being pan, for me, it's like I care more about the vibe between the two people and like the connection that we have.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
And, you know, it's also being open to talking to non-binary people, to be open to talking to transgender people. And I feel like For me, I'm so open to anything. So I feel like that's just kind of when I met someone who was non-binary and I was like, oh.
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when I found out she's pansexual, I feel like I loved her like 10 times more because I was like, yes. There's Cara Delevingne. Obviously, I think she's absolutely stunning. And I feel like just also like with being pansexual, it's like you really just don't care. Like with I mean, with bisexual, I feel like I don't really care either. But it's like you really don't care.
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Like it is purely an emotional relationship when you are with dating someone who is pansexual. You
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focused on being, like, a male's ideal woman, and I, like, I achieved it, I was the blonde, long-haired, super glammed out, every single day girl, and, you know, like, I had male's attention 24-7, but I was, like, really came down to it, it was all a validation thing, it was, like, I just wanted them to to call me pretty, so I felt validated.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
But it was like, I didn't like them, so I was like, that's kind of my journey with figuring out that I was bisexual, because I was like, oh, you're telling me I'm pretty makes me feel really good, but then I'm like, I don't like kissing you. I don't like doing this. I'm like, mm.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
with a book and relax and tan and knock it up are you the person that's like guys come play paddle ball let's go in the ocean i feel like i'm like the second option like i'm always like can we go do something like there's definitely my days where i'm like okay let's literally go sit on the beach that's i don't want to talk to anyone my phone's like they're on airplane mode all day but then there's other times i'm like i literally cannot sit still i'm like can we and like in florida like everyone has boats so you go boating you go wakeboarding you i water skied for like nine years of my life so it was like
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deserve for the boys to be like oh dude are they going to like me back not us being like does he like me oh my gosh is he gonna text me back oh my gosh does he want to go on a second date it's like no do like you should be asking yourself that you like him yeah and that's all that matters and i feel like that's almost like a question that i'll like start asking myself more recently it's like i'll notice about myself being like oh like why aren't they texting me back but i'll be like hold on
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Do I even like them as a person? I'm like, I'll calm down and I'll be like, put my phone away. I'll like sit in the mirror for like 20 minutes and I'll be like, I'll literally write down all the green flags, all the red flags. And I was like, I'll come to a conclusion. I'll be like, I probably don't like them.
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And so many people forget that, that you need to like go home and be like, are they the type of person that I want to spend the next... Years with just like the validation.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
And I feel like that's something that I struggle like till this day. I'll be like, oh my gosh, like I liked them so much. Kind of. Do they like me back? And then I'll sit there and I'll be like, I'll talk about it with my mom because we talk all of the time and I'll be like, yeah, I'm kind of like how they made me feel, but I'm kind of just craving the validation right now.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
So I'm like, I need to cut things off and just stop this here.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
It affected it amazingly. As before, I was living in a secret kind of and I wasn't able to tell the people in my life what was going on. I'd be like, yeah, works good. So I feel like when I came out, it just helped it tremendously. I was able to be so open about who I liked, what I liked, going on dates, like telling people everything.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
And I feel like also just with myself, like kind of accepting it made just something in my brain click and it clicked and it made me so much happier on like the day-to-day basis.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
So this is also struggles. This is something that I struggle with on the day to day is like I'm very hyper femme. And, you know, looking at me, this is one thing that I eventually want to change in the LGBTQ community is like being femme and being gay is a very common thing. And I think it's why a lot of girls are
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scared to come out because they're like oh but i don't look the certain way but it's like there's no certain way that you have to look like i dress like this every day i do my makeup i do my hair and i'm i'm very gay so people just also didn't want to accept it like because i was catering to the men audience so much that they were just kind of almost i feel like hurt by it and they were just like no you're not like you're not gay and i was like
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
wait, yeah, I am. I was like, hold on. I was like, this was a lot. I can assure none of my relationships have ever been fake, especially because I'm very like emotionally invested in people that like when people would say it was fake, I'd be like, no, I don't even have the mental capacity to like have a fake relationship right now.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
So in my hometown, it was a little hard. I lost some friends there just because,
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lack of education people just don't want to believe or they just are like wait that doesn't make sense or it comes down to like the wait were you attracted to me thing and I was like no I wasn't like just wanted to let you know that like I am in a relationship with a female or I'm bisexual or whatever it would be so I would say I
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
little hard in my hometown but that most of it when they would would they say to you like oh are you attracted to me like did anyone ever say yeah oh fully all the time and i'd be like i think you would know if i would be attracted to you like i would flirt with you or something of the sort i'm also not once like be attracted to somebody and not say anything like if i like you like i'm going to flirt with you and i'm going to like you know i'm very like honed down on it so but in los angeles like i lost no friends like it was kind of awesome because i even
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
got the opportunity to make friends with other people in the LGBTQ community by being open about it. And she'd be like, Oh, like, it's like kind of something to bond about.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
you were constantly doing something on top of like just sitting and reading. Like that's like a California thing. I feel like you're actually so right.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
It's lack of education. They don't know. And it's like, maybe they are too. And they just don't know. And just kind of the lack of like experience as well.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
it's hard. Like I feel like with myself, every relationship I get into is long distance. Even my friendships, all my friendships are long distance. It's like, it's kind of weird to say, but it's like, I'll go two months without seeing my friends. And I'll be like, love you guys. Like I'll, I FaceTime them.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
I think FaceTime is probably the best advice that I could give and like schedule times to FaceTime. So it's not just like a, Oh, they're not answering me. It's like, no, we're going to go get smoothies together via FaceTime once a week, or
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
twice a week or however much you want to like have that communication with them I feel like that would be the best I also don't strongly recommend long distance even though like I can't say that because I'm literally that would be me like Olivia remember this for the next one yeah but it's like regardless like anything with me it's like being bi-coastal it's like well I could have a relationship in New York but then I come to LA and it's gonna be long distance or I go to I travel besides just New York and LA I'm constantly in different places so I feel like
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
I don't recommend it, but it's also kind of inevitable in certain situations.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Ooh. Oh, that's. Oh, wow. I've never actually been asked that question before. I always get, like, New York versus L.A. New York, I mean, L.A. versus Florida. I would say I love Florida, like, as a state, like, the weather-wise, like, and kind of, like, my hometown's stunning. You know, don't really like what's going on with Florida right now. And then here, I mean, I like the people more.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Yeah, definitely. And then you guys can cook dinner on the phone together and you know, like eat dinner and it's like a three hour FaceTime call, but it's like, and people would be like, oh, that's so stupid. But I'm like, Honestly, it's not because I haven't seen them in two weeks and I like want to tell them about work or whatever it would be.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
One thousand percent. Yes, it's I mean, I'm sure, you know, it's like you're constantly my screen time was like probably doubled when I was in any long distance relationship and. Cause I'm always texting the person just being like, Hey, like I'm thinking about you. Like you're at an event and I feel like at events, like it's, it's work.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
So you're there and you're trying to be on your a game, but then you're like, Oh, I haven't answered them in five hours. Like I need to like text them. And like, I even got down to the point where I was texting them probably every like 20 minutes. And it was like, okay, Olivia, get off your phone. You're at work right now. Stop.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Exactly. Because my also thing is I will like post on my social media and not answer anyone. And people get so offended by that. And I'm like, no, no, no, no, no. Like it's it's not.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Yeah. Like all of my text messages are I haven't answered my mom today. Like it's it's not a personal thing. It's like, oh, I like had to post this at this time or I'm. in the car and I'm taking a selfie. Like I'm not answering text messages. Like, no, I'm taking a picture. I'm posting my story. Like it's not that deep.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
And I think that was honestly probably the hardest thing, like just in like a long distance relationship in general. Like I've gone like months without seeing the person. It's like, well, I go out like a decent amount for like events and work and dinners and not being on my phone. And it's like, oh, crap. Like I don't ever want them to feel insecure because they shouldn't.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Ooh, I personally hate surprises. I've never been a surprising person. I'm like, no, like just tell me, like if you're planning on coming see me, just tell me. I feel like just other cute things, like just like fun dates. Like I feel like more recently I have a rule. Um, I will not go to dinner with someone like you want to take me on a date. We are not going to dinner. Like let's go do something.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Like I had this guy, I told him that and I was like, okay, cool. And he was like, okay, I have a crazy day plan. Like let's do this. And I was like, okay. He was, like, wear, like, athletic leisure. So I was, like, okay, maybe we're going to go work out. I don't know, like, boxing, something. And he picks me up, and we're in the car for maybe, like, 45 minutes.
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And I'm, like, oh, like, where are we? I also lived in Calabasas. So we were, like, driving further. So I'm, like, where are we going? Also, first date. So I'm, like, this man could kill me.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
And all of a sudden, he, like, looks at me, and he's, like, we're going skydiving. What?
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I'm scared of heights I you I probably should have told you this before that but I am like deathly afraid of heights to skip forward um I actually ended up getting out of the car and ubering home and I was like I never talked to him again I was like no like this is this that was kind of like the biggest red flag that like you were gonna take me skydiving to take someone skydiving on a first fucking date when you've never met in person how did you meet that person
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
I met them because I used to live in a content house, so our content house would have, like, events. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So it was, like, an event that we were having, and we just had, like, mutual friends. And I was like, oh, like, you're cool. And he's very, like, spontaneous. So I was like, okay, like, I need to date someone that's spontaneous. So I was like, okay, cool. Like, got it.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
I like how, like, open it is, how, like, I'm able to be who I am and, like, not get judged by anyone. Sure. you were named a sports illustrated swimsuit rookie for the class of 2022 congratulations how does that feel it was absolutely insane like i fell to the ground like crying i was like no i was like this is not real like major imposter syndrome i was like this is not real and then
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right over his head like the spontaneous so you just said hey i'm not down and you just ubered back i just was kind of like can you pull over did he go skydiving i don't think so i don't i don't i like literally like never answered him after that i was like sayonara dude
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
okay also because you're afraid of height yeah like no i was like i'm already deadly scared of planes even as much as i am on them i'm terrified of planes so i was like the fact that you just asked me to jump out of one with you i don't even trust you i don't even know you i'm like we're not even dating i'm like hold on this is romantic if you're with like you're the love of your life you're like let's do this and who knows what's gonna happen it's like i don't know you yeah i was like this is a lot for me i was like get me out of this car right now i'm not risking my life with a rando
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
um okay so with regard to all the long distance relationships you've had did most of them end because of the long distance I feel like it would be a factor in it but like never it was never like the pure reason that I was like we're breaking up because of distance like I should have never I should have cut the relationship off when it became long distance in any relationship just because it made things way harder than it needed to be um that's why I don't recommend long distance but you know
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
I would say like max. Like, I mean, it also depends what kind of long distance you are, because I know friends that live in Los Angeles and then like the other significant other lives in Vegas. And it's like that's such a quick flight back and forth. They see each other like all the time. But it's like also for me, it's like.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
if I were in Los Angeles and I was dating someone in New York, it's like, first of all, different time zones. Also, I'm kind of not just in one specific time zone. I'll be like, when I was in my Sports Illustrated, like in Montenegro, like the time difference, I think it was like nine hours. And it's like, I don't even talk to you the whole day because when you're sleeping, I'm awake.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
And that was my biggest thing. It was like, I was missing out on all these crazy opportunities because I was like, oh, no, my partner won't feel comfortable with this. Like, I'm so sorry. And it's happened numerous times with numerous partners. It's just kind of like a me thing that I feel like almost I need to work on. But you don't live in the present at all. Yeah.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Any foot like if they haven't posted any, I think it's a red flag. One thousand percent. I also do think it's a really red flag if they're posting you a lot and like consistently just from like my own knowledge of like things that have happened. I'm like, OK, no, I'd like know what I don't like. So I feel like that's like moving forward. I'm like, yeah, like don't, why are you doing that too much?
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broken up with people over text message i have been broken up with numerous times over text message i've been broken up over an email before like i've been broken up on instagram dms snapchat like anything that it's like i don't know i just take like any form of social media also when you're long distance it's like am i really gonna try this person on for the next like month until i see them and then break up with them like no like then that becomes messy and then there's like but maybe could you call them
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Oh, definitely the people I work with. Cause I feel like with my family and friends, I can like justify it and be like no i swear they're a good person work people they're like we saw that uh they're done next no no no like you are not going back to this person we see their true colors we want what's best for you no i was like
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
the boundaries that you personally have had to set for yourself with social media I started using the feature on your phone where it's like the do not disturb where you get like zero notifications it's awesome it's so good people hate me because I don't answer but I'm like like I'll and you don't even get phone calls like my phone is like not buzzing at all I'm like this is awesome like I'm not I've not nobody's trying to contact me all of a sudden I look at my phone there's like 20 missed calls I'm like
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Two weeks later, I literally went to Montenegro, that's where we shot it, which is a really small place near Albania, and you travel by yourself. It's a full deal, and I'm 19 years old, so I was like, I've traveled by myself, but you know, like New York to LA, you know, like LA to Mexico, like stuff like that, but never like a 14 hour flight.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Dang it. So I feel like boundaries wise. I mean, even when I turned off my comment section for that time because I couldn't read people making fun of my body anymore. And I feel like just it came down to a point where I now have like very strong boundaries with me on social media and.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
I was literally talking like I was dealing with this two mornings ago. It was I mean, I feel like every morning I wake up and I scroll through my Instagram. I'm like, oh, what's going on? And I feel like I get bombarded. I mean, I follow all the amazing models and like, don't get me wrong, love women, literally love women.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
But sometimes it like really messes with your head because you're like, oh, like like you were talking about, like, oh, my stomach doesn't look like that. Oh, my boobs don't look like that. Oh, like they're working out right now. Oh, my gosh, I haven't worked out today. Like I need to go work out things like that. And I feel like my advice would to be.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
social media that one picture is literally so constructed it's by a really good photographer you have your hair done you have your makeup done you have your nails done that's not what i look like 24 7 even right now i look like this maybe like a like i don't even know how like not that often like i was doing my makeup and i was like wow i haven't put like a face of makeup on in like
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few weeks I'm like this is weird but just kind of like people present themselves as like the best possible version of themselves so I feel like on social media you just gotta remind yourself like okay this was a split second on one time of their day It's not real.
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Like that's like even the part that messes with my head. Cause I'm like, I'm doing the same thing. I'm falling in the trap. I'm posting these beautiful photos that I get back and I'm like, Oh my gosh, I'm so excited to post this, but it's probably detrimenting to like other people. And I'm like, ah, so I get in my head about it.
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I'm like, I don't want like, I'm kind of on like a boycotting Instagram right now. Cause I don't want to fall into that.
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get out there and like live their best life because they're they're seeing things on social media and they're like I can't live up to that I mean I feel like honestly my biggest thing is like just do it I've even noticed when I first moved to New York I had zero friends I knew nobody besides my agent and I was in like this pickle for like an awkward three months because I didn't know anyone and I was like I have no friends and
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Like, I don't know. When I moved to Los Angeles, it was even weird. Like, I don't know. it getting cold that night. I'm like, what is this? Like I never, fun fact, I never owned like a sweatsuit until I moved to Los Angeles. Like I never owned sweatpants growing up. Like what was it? Where was I going to wear sweatpants to?
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Like I stopped in Turkey for a little bit, like no idea where I was going. I was like, I could really get lost right now. And you're by yourself. Yeah. Like coming back, I flew back with everyone cause I was the last girl to shoot, but like going there, like,
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I'm nervous to do anything and then I just started like doing stuff and I would go to the gym and I would walk and go get coffee and I would like honestly go to Central Park and like walk around and it's like just you'll be at the hot dog stand and you'll see the girl right next to you and she looks cool and I'm like hey like what's up like my name is Olivia and it's kind of like that situation it's way easier than people process and yes it's very anxiety filled but once you kind of like turn it as in especially New York City like
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I'm so excited for summer. I'm going to Egypt. I'm like, whew.
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I'm like, wait, I saw myself and I was like, that's no, that's not me. That's not me. But I'm like, have it in my head. I printed it out in like the huge form and I put it in my apartment so like I can look at it and be like, that is me.
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I was like sitting in the airport just like. this is not real. I was like, what am I doing with my life?
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So it's swimsuits, right? So you think you're going and shooting somewhere like warm, right?
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no it was like october time so in the place that we were it was like 40 to 50 degrees and you're in like thong bikinis and you're like shooting in the water and it's like freezing and you're just like sitting in there and you're like shaking like i have so many funny photos of me like you know like when you're like in between changing and i'm like in this huge
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huge like robe jacket situation and that was definitely like a moment where i was like nobody would ever guess that we're like freezing in all of these photos because when you look at them you're like oh my god like it makes me want to be on a beach yeah but i was like oh no i was freezing like i was like shaking there and like they probably have to like edit out my goosebumps because it's like so bad okay well no one can tell that you were cold in the photos so i have to give you props like your like teeth are chattering and all of a sudden you're like
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Yeah, it's like you're... There was the last shot that we did, I got, like, soaking wet, and we were, like, on this ledge kind of situation where, like, water was, like, crashing on it, but it wasn't, like, in the water. It was kind of odd. But I was, like, laying down in it, and... the sun had already set. So there was like not really any sun. It was like very like glistening vibes.
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But I kid you not, it was probably like 30 degrees out, maybe 40. And the water was like absolutely freezing. And you're just getting like splashed with water. You're sitting there, you're trying to be like super sexy and like so glamorous. But you're like, I like literally was like sitting there, like trying to like roll around on this like block of cement, like trying to be sexy.
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And it was like definitely a moment where I was like, I really hope this comes out well.
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so stoked or they my family doesn't really process anything like even the way i moved out i was just kind of like i'm gonna go to los angeles for two weeks and then i'll be back and then i kind of just came here and i never left how many siblings do you have i have one older sister okay blessing love her
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Emily Mariko's like salmon avocado. Have you not tried it? No. She did like salmon, rice, avocado, and like the seaweed packets. And then you like mix it all together and you like make your own salmon roll.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
You would think growing up in Florida, I've always been blonde, that I would know what purple shampoo was. And then I got on TikTok and I got on TikTok right when like the purple shampoo thing was a trend. And I was like, what is this stuff? And I went and it changed my life. I was like, so that was definitely something I was like, oh, that is such a good investment.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
This one's weird. I also don't know if it's true. I heard that your wingspan is how tall you are. But I'm 5'9", and I feel like my wingspan's not 5'9".
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
All of my music comes from TikTok, first of all. Recently, I've put this song on repeat every single day for, it's probably like a week and a half now. It's called like 10 Things I Hate About You by Leah Kate. I think she was just on tour with Madison Beer. I think she was like the girl who opened up for her. And that song just went like insanely viral on TikTok.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Like my family's like huge on travel. So like each summer we would go to like a different country. So I'm like very well diverse in the traveling. That's like why I love traveling so much. My last summer at home, we literally did like a European summer trip. It was a little weird, like traveling with my family. It's like, we went to like all these crazy places, but I was like with my parents.
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And I like see it every when and I'm like, okay, let me listen to it. Let me see if it's like the hype.
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So good. Okay, somewhere you've went because of TikTok.
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hawaii hawaii is my favorite place and i feel like italy like i see italy all over my for you page i want to go this summer so badly something you've become self-conscious of because of tiktok okay growing up i was pretty confident i was very independent once i got on tiktok i got very insecure about like my boobs and my body because i would just get like the most just
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meanest comments about it and i would just start like overthinking i'd be like wow like i was like loved my body like looking up to like models and whatnot i was like why is everyone so i you know created boundaries and i like turn off my comments for like a solid like i think it was like two-ish months and then eventually i got more like secure with it have you ever responded back to like a troll and then regretted what you said
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
not to a troll but I actually used to be exactly like that like in high school because I was like independent like I was very much like I'm fighting for myself person so not that I was a bitch but I was like a little kind of like um like why are you talking about me like especially girls in like high school I'd be like I would confront them I'd be like why are you talking like crap about me right now so I feel like almost when I started social media I had to like create like a boundary I'm like okay like you can't respond you know people in my life help me a lot with that because I'll be like
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I'm going to do it. I'm going to blow up on them. And they're like, calm down. It's OK. Talk to my therapist. And I'm like, OK.
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I just love pride month so much, but I would say, so last pride month I came out, you know, on June 1st as bisexual. So I feel like kind of pride month last year was like me kind of like figuring out what it was like to be bisexual. Like, Being on social media and being like, wow, people are so accepting.
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And, you know, like also dealing with like the not so nice people like in the streets or when you go to the parades, like dealing with like, you know, the mean people and just being like. I feel like this year I'm definitely there's West Hollywood Pride, June 3rd. And then there's obviously New York Pride. I think New York Pride is better personally. So definitely will be then.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
I called my mother and there was a lot of moments where I was like, I'm just going to do it. Like spur of a moment. So I was like, I just need to tell her like, it's, it's such a secret and you kind of just hold it in for months and months that you're like, okay, I'm going to do this. My mom was coming to visit me in two weeks and I was kind of lying to her about the relationship I was in.
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I was, you know, didn't really know exactly how to be like, hey, mom, I'm in a relationship with a female. And I eventually called her up one day and was just like spit it out and like gave everything. 20 facts about the LGBTQ community and about my relationship. And she just was like, okay, like cool. And I was like, okay, yeah, bye.
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And then we like didn't talk for two weeks and then she came and visited me and she was like totally okay with it. And I was like, oh, this is awesome.
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I'm assuming, cause I never told my dad. I feel like I kind of came out with my dad by like sending him, I got him a shirt that said my daughter's gay.
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and i shipped it to him because it was pride month and i was like oh i feel like i should get my family like some rainbow swag and just bought him like my daughter's gay shirt and he like sent me a picture of him like smiling with him on and i was like okay he knows like he knows like that was kind of like me coming out to him
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Oh, fully. And then my dad has always been like, love whoever you want. Like, I don't care. And I was like, oh. Cool.
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No, I called her because this was, like, right when we were getting close again. And I was like, oh, I feel like I should, like, call my sister and be like, hey, by the way, like, you're probably going to see it on social media soon. Right.
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and she like screamed she was so excited for me she was like no way i'm so excited for you but i was like oh perfect reaction i was like thank you thank you sister that's why like i appreciate you sharing that just because i know there's probably a lot of people that could be listening that are also going through what you went through a year ago right like they haven't come out yet maybe they don't know how to do it it's so hard like you have to really figure out what works best for you like with my dad like i could i tried telling him probably like
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20 times like there would be times where i'd be at home and i'd be like okay go up tell him he's sitting there he's not doing anything just tell him i was like i couldn't do it so i mean my dad had a very like funny relationship like you know it's like a lot of dad jokes so i was like i feel like that's kind of something that's funny that he would look at it and he would laugh but he would be like oh wait okay like okay like this is
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And with my mom, it's like we're deeper. So it's just kind of like me just telling her that was like she obviously knew that took a lot for me to say to her. So she was like, OK.
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Olivia Ponton: Happy Pride! (FBF)
Yeah, I would say like I always kind of knew and I feel like I had one best friend where we like kind of came out to each other. Cause we were like, I think I am, but like, I'm not sure. And I'd also, I was the type of person that was like, I don't want to come out until I like 1000% know that I am.
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Cause there's always like the possibility where it really gets down to it that you're like, Oh, I don't think I could do that. And, um, So I would say them or just kind of like, I mean, my best friend right now, Emma, we like would always have conversations. We'd be like, I think that I am, but I'm not sure. Like I think. And then I met my first girlfriend and I was like, okay, I am.
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Yeah. I was very homophobic towards myself. So even when I was out, I was like, no, I'm not like, I don't know. There was always like the backhand thoughts. It's kind of like being insecure. It's like you're confident with it. But I was also like, is this like is this bad? Like is something bad going to happen? Like this isn't OK.
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Like I'd get like random comments and I'd be like really overthinking it. So I would say just kind of like for me, it was like I needed to be in a relationship with a female to be like, OK, I'm 1000 percent in this. I came out and like you know really realized and like so many things made sense like when I was younger I was like oh
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long-term relationship. And then I got out of it and was able to experiment with all kinds of people. And I mean, I'm so happy, but I figured out that I was pansexual and I came out with that in the past year. So I feel like that was kind of something, probably the biggest thing that I kind of realized about myself in the past year.