Paige

i've been putting in the time i've been seeing my energy healers i've seen two psychics i'm obsessed with that i'm like do i start reiki you're about to get a degree from harvard you're gonna start you're doing pilates again every day i mean you already have bangs that should have been i actually i did start working i did start working out again because i was like i need some like

I traumatized myself in my 20s. I traumatized myself. If anyone knew me in my 20s or knew any of the guys that I dated in my 20s, then you know that I traumatized myself. And so I think like when I got out of my previous relationship and I was single and I met Craig, like I was like, I finally figured it out.

I traumatized myself in my 20s. I traumatized myself. If anyone knew me in my 20s or knew any of the guys that I dated in my 20s, then you know that I traumatized myself. And so I think like when I got out of my previous relationship and I was single and I met Craig, like I was like, I finally figured it out.

I traumatized myself in my 20s. I traumatized myself. If anyone knew me in my 20s or knew any of the guys that I dated in my 20s, then you know that I traumatized myself. And so I think like when I got out of my previous relationship and I was single and I met Craig, like I was like, I finally figured it out.

Like I'm going to be with someone that like loves the fuck out of me and I'm going to like –

Like I'm going to be with someone that like loves the fuck out of me and I'm going to like –

Like I'm going to be with someone that like loves the fuck out of me and I'm going to like –

it's good this is all like happening the way it's supposed to be and i don't think i realized that i didn't give myself time to like get over those men in my 20s and like be alone you wanted craig to like heal those and that's not his job yeah i think i looked to him to like heal certain things that i like on why i dated who i dated like yes there are some girls that just like pop out of the womb and they're confident i was not one of them like

it's good this is all like happening the way it's supposed to be and i don't think i realized that i didn't give myself time to like get over those men in my 20s and like be alone you wanted craig to like heal those and that's not his job yeah i think i looked to him to like heal certain things that i like on why i dated who i dated like yes there are some girls that just like pop out of the womb and they're confident i was not one of them like

it's good this is all like happening the way it's supposed to be and i don't think i realized that i didn't give myself time to like get over those men in my 20s and like be alone you wanted craig to like heal those and that's not his job yeah i think i looked to him to like heal certain things that i like on why i dated who i dated like yes there are some girls that just like pop out of the womb and they're confident i was not one of them like

Maybe in my teens I was confident because I didn't know any better.

Maybe in my teens I was confident because I didn't know any better.

Maybe in my teens I was confident because I didn't know any better.

When I peaked at four years old on the Easy-Bake oven, yeah, that was my freaking time. I was at my goal weight of 72 pounds. But like no I think I was I probably got my most insecure when I was like 19 or 20.

When I peaked at four years old on the Easy-Bake oven, yeah, that was my freaking time. I was at my goal weight of 72 pounds. But like no I think I was I probably got my most insecure when I was like 19 or 20.

When I peaked at four years old on the Easy-Bake oven, yeah, that was my freaking time. I was at my goal weight of 72 pounds. But like no I think I was I probably got my most insecure when I was like 19 or 20.

I dated like a really physically and mentally abusive man and it changed my whole course of like dating in my 20s and so then I looked for like chaos and I looked for like pure just like adrenaline and emotion and I was like this is so fun and this is so crazy and like So I would get out of one bad relationship and get into like a slightly better one. But like by standards, very bad.

I dated like a really physically and mentally abusive man and it changed my whole course of like dating in my 20s and so then I looked for like chaos and I looked for like pure just like adrenaline and emotion and I was like this is so fun and this is so crazy and like So I would get out of one bad relationship and get into like a slightly better one. But like by standards, very bad.

I dated like a really physically and mentally abusive man and it changed my whole course of like dating in my 20s and so then I looked for like chaos and I looked for like pure just like adrenaline and emotion and I was like this is so fun and this is so crazy and like So I would get out of one bad relationship and get into like a slightly better one. But like by standards, very bad.

And I just like filled this pattern until I was like 26. Thought I was dating someone that like, OK, this is like normal. And I was like, no, this is not like I can't do this either. And so it's hard to not look at yourself as a girl and be like, maybe I am the problem. Maybe it is me. And in part, like, yes, it was definitely like people I would pick in the past.