Parker McCollum

It's just, it's just fucking wild to have a kid and be like, I mean, me and her sitting there, it's like, where's his parents?

And then it broke my heart one day.

It was like a month after he was born and we were doing like change his diaper or something.

And she's like, isn't it?

She just said it so nonchalant.

She's like, isn't it weird to think we won't be here for his whole life?

Oh.

And I was just like, holy shit.

Like,

I mean, even saying that right now, I'm like, that just shatters my – I'm like, no.

That can't be how it is.

But it's – I don't know.

Being a dad is – and, like, when they're eight months old and before or even, like, for the next few months, like, you know, being a dad is – you're not really –

him or teaching him anything yet.

So I think when that gets here, like I'll really be good at that.

I haven't been very good at the baby stuff.

And he said that the other day and I was just like, I was like, dude, like the way I felt, I didn't even like it.

I was like,

I was like, I feel weak right now, you know?

But it was just, I was just like, he was just this big, then we got this big ass blue eyes.