Patric Gagne
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I couldn't make myself feel better the way that other people made themselves feel better. I just remember being a kid sitting behind a little girl in school and I looked up and she had barrettes in her hair and I felt this, take that barrette and you're going to feel better. It didn't make any sense and yet I knew it was accurate.
I couldn't make myself feel better the way that other people made themselves feel better. I just remember being a kid sitting behind a little girl in school and I looked up and she had barrettes in her hair and I felt this, take that barrette and you're going to feel better. It didn't make any sense and yet I knew it was accurate.
I couldn't make myself feel better the way that other people made themselves feel better. I just remember being a kid sitting behind a little girl in school and I looked up and she had barrettes in her hair and I felt this, take that barrette and you're going to feel better. It didn't make any sense and yet I knew it was accurate.
And little transgressions like that usually did the trick. But on this day, when I assaulted this child, I had been doing a lot of little transgressions and they weren't working. And I could feel it. As a kid, you're like, what's going to happen? What's going to happen? What's going to happen? What's going to happen? But as a kid, I had a harder time talking myself through it.
And little transgressions like that usually did the trick. But on this day, when I assaulted this child, I had been doing a lot of little transgressions and they weren't working. And I could feel it. As a kid, you're like, what's going to happen? What's going to happen? What's going to happen? What's going to happen? But as a kid, I had a harder time talking myself through it.
And little transgressions like that usually did the trick. But on this day, when I assaulted this child, I had been doing a lot of little transgressions and they weren't working. And I could feel it. As a kid, you're like, what's going to happen? What's going to happen? What's going to happen? What's going to happen? But as a kid, I had a harder time talking myself through it.
There was a little girl standing next to me and she had just been getting on my nerves. As they do. And I bent down and she kicked my backpack. And when she did, she knocked out my pencil box that was full of pencils. And then I just remember picking up a pencil and stabbing her in the head with it. Wow.
There was a little girl standing next to me and she had just been getting on my nerves. As they do. And I bent down and she kicked my backpack. And when she did, she knocked out my pencil box that was full of pencils. And then I just remember picking up a pencil and stabbing her in the head with it. Wow.
There was a little girl standing next to me and she had just been getting on my nerves. As they do. And I bent down and she kicked my backpack. And when she did, she knocked out my pencil box that was full of pencils. And then I just remember picking up a pencil and stabbing her in the head with it. Wow.
And I remember what was problematic other than the obvious was it wasn't just the pressure that disappeared. It was replaced by this euphoria.
And I remember what was problematic other than the obvious was it wasn't just the pressure that disappeared. It was replaced by this euphoria.
And I remember what was problematic other than the obvious was it wasn't just the pressure that disappeared. It was replaced by this euphoria.
And I knew enough to know that ain't great.
And I knew enough to know that ain't great.
And I knew enough to know that ain't great.
I always knew right from wrong. Cognitive, it wasn't internal. That's the difference.
I always knew right from wrong. Cognitive, it wasn't internal. That's the difference.
I always knew right from wrong. Cognitive, it wasn't internal. That's the difference.
Oh, yes, they do.
Oh, yes, they do.