Paul C. Brunson

And I suppose he learnt to, when things needed to be said or emotions, to kind of dull that.

And so we didn't really talk ever so much about our feelings and what was going on.

My head was always in the land of fantasy.

So I was always imagining what my life could or will look like.

So what served me well, I think growing up was that I had this absolute vision, like this tunnel vision of what I wanted out of life.

And it was to be in a pop band.

My first ever memory was watching Bucks Fizz, Making Your Mind Up, where they whipped off the skirts.

Making your mind up.

And they take the skirts off on Eurovision.

I just held on to that, you know, car journeys.

I would just listen to music, you know, I'm a Walkman and imagining I was in the music video and...

I was going to have these amazing boyfriends.

All of them were really old at the time.

A 10-year-old girl thinking that I'm going to be shaking Stephen's girlfriend was a bit weird.

But to me, it never felt weird.

Because I saw myself in that position.

Yeah.

Okay.

Oh, wow.

Oh, no.