Paul Jensen

She was 40 years old, a healthy person. She's dead. It was just the most unbelievable thing I could ever hear.

It's not. Julie would never, ever try to get back at her husband and leave the kids she loves with the guy she hates. It doesn't make sense.

I'm writing this on Saturday, 11-21-98 at 7 AM. I know he's never forgiven me for the brief affair I had with that creep seven years ago.

I had an episode when I was 16 years old, yes.

I took a razor blade and I carved ever so slightly. Which one? My left wrist here.

Yeah, I see a scar. Where is it? Right here. It's right there, okay.

I have to say yes because I wouldn't hurt myself if I didn't.

Here's this jury, just common people, you know? And they finally, they set the letter right by the list, which was the way Julie intended it to be. And then her letter just simply became a response to this list. And it all made sense.

Julie lived in Pleasant Prairie.

I hope the court shows the same mercy and compassion that the defendant had shown to our sister Julie.

I loved hanging around with my sister.

It's for my family to share in remembering Julie. You know, I believe that now there can be some emotional healing start to take place. And we can finally remember Julie in the pictures, who she was, a great mother, a humble, sincere person.

She met this guy who kind of was success-driven, and I think maybe she saw something solid in that.

I'm continuing to tell my sister's story and to memorialize her with music. She was a really exceptionally warm and sincere person.

No, it's not. It's just impossible. There's no way.