Paul Rosolie

You'll be rewarded.

So we both have a hit out on us.

And life on the river has changed at the moment.

We don't.

I can't just go out walking around and swimming and driving my boat.

And it's like, you have to be looking over your shoulder at all times.

And you can get as trained as you want with a pistol and sleep with it under your pillow.

But the way these people work, they'll catch you when you're least expecting it.

They'll wait till you're at a cafe in town.

They'll wait till your motor doesn't work on the side of the river.

It'll just be a quick one and they'll go.

And so that feeling on top of the weight of

of protecting the ecosystem and the animals and the race to, to tell people about it and do all this.

It's like, now we're actively being hunted when we're there.

So, and this is very directed at you and JJ.

I wish I could say I handled it better than I've been handling it.

Like, I wonder how people in war zones do it.

I wonder how some of my soldier friends that I have immense respect for have did it when they were deployed.

Cause for me, once this happened, it was, you know, every phone call now, I think did something happen to JJ, you know, every time I go to sleep, my dreams are that I'm being shot and it,

I just, it just, it just, it, it really threw me.