Pepper

But then we go home and I still get mine.

So I know what you're going to say.

Oh, my God.

No, I don't understand it.

mm-hmm yeah yeah because we'll go home and i'll get there so it's just hard for me to get there he's like oh i'm sorry it wasn't that good for you or whatever i'm like it was great for me first of all because the one thing that i needed to know was that i was going to feel comfortable watching you with another woman and i got that like it was hot everything went down really well i may not have gotten there but that wasn't really i mean it's always obviously the intention right but things were gained along the way that i didn't know that

will help us in the future.

So it was still a good experience.

It was still fun.

It was still hot.

And yeah, like that.

um yeah he enjoyed it much more than he thought like kind of like the same thing he's like oh my god it was really hot when you were like he was laying on the bed i was like over him sucking him the guy was behind me and he's like oh my god i've never seen your face like that i can see your tits like bouncing as you're like sucking my dick and i can see you know behind it and it was hot like he yeah he enjoyed it

I don't know, and I didn't ask.

It's probably.

Could be.

Because he was uncomfortable about it and he gets shy about it and I leave it up to him to tell me what he wants to tell me.

And we have trust in our relationship and he's never done anything to make me untrustworthy of him.

So he tells me what he's comfortable with and every time it's happened, he tells me a little bit more, but...

He has been a very vanilla guy his whole life.

So he gets super shy about it.

So I don't like press and I don't try and make him feel uncomfortable about it where he doesn't want to share with me.