Perrie Edwards

And then I went into the, you know, the appointment after with my gynecologist and he sat me down and he was like, no, no, no, there's no baby.

And I said, no, I understand that.

I've been told that, but was there ever a baby or was there, I'm really confused.

And he was like, no, no, no, there was a pregnancy, darling, but now it's gone.

And he was like, you've miscarried.

And I was like,

Oh, okay.

And then I just felt weird.

And then it was a bit bizarre.

And it was almost like, it felt like something that I wasn't fully attached in a way.

I know that sounds awful.

Because it was so early.

It was all a bit of a... But it doesn't sound awful.

It totally makes sense.

Yeah, it was a bit windswept-y.

I was just, it was all a bit weird.

So then it kind of freaked me out moving forward.

And then when I fell pregnant with Axel, then the whole pregnancy, I was thinking, oh no.

this could happen again.

So I felt like I was scared to get attached, but then I was attached and then it was almost like scary.