Rachael Kirkconnell

And so and then even, yeah, going out publicly, it seemed like I told myself that the world hated me, that everyone hated me, but everyone loved him. And so I feel like when we would go out, it'd be like, oh, Matt James and Rachel. Like, I don't know. And I don't know if that was in my head or not, but that's just how it felt.

And so and then even, yeah, going out publicly, it seemed like I told myself that the world hated me, that everyone hated me, but everyone loved him. And so I feel like when we would go out, it'd be like, oh, Matt James and Rachel. Like, I don't know. And I don't know if that was in my head or not, but that's just how it felt.

And so and then even, yeah, going out publicly, it seemed like I told myself that the world hated me, that everyone hated me, but everyone loved him. And so I feel like when we would go out, it'd be like, oh, Matt James and Rachel. Like, I don't know. And I don't know if that was in my head or not, but that's just how it felt.

So I definitely felt, and it was one of those things where I'm like, he could get anyone. He could have anyone. Like, why is he with me? And so when he would go do things without me, I'd be like, there's probably like someone hotter and cooler and more fun than me hitting on him right now. And like, why is he even with me? Yeah, just really, really insecure.

So I definitely felt, and it was one of those things where I'm like, he could get anyone. He could have anyone. Like, why is he with me? And so when he would go do things without me, I'd be like, there's probably like someone hotter and cooler and more fun than me hitting on him right now. And like, why is he even with me? Yeah, just really, really insecure.

So I definitely felt, and it was one of those things where I'm like, he could get anyone. He could have anyone. Like, why is he with me? And so when he would go do things without me, I'd be like, there's probably like someone hotter and cooler and more fun than me hitting on him right now. And like, why is he even with me? Yeah, just really, really insecure.

I felt like I had a hard time trusting him because of what was happening when we were apart.

I felt like I had a hard time trusting him because of what was happening when we were apart.

I felt like I had a hard time trusting him because of what was happening when we were apart.

And that girl coming to Reality Steve and everything, I'm just, like, asking myself, like, are you still doing this? But I know to this day, like, and I even see this online now, he's not a cheater. You know, he, I never actually had to worry about him cheating on me because technically if he was ever with other women, we were apart. So I can't.

And that girl coming to Reality Steve and everything, I'm just, like, asking myself, like, are you still doing this? But I know to this day, like, and I even see this online now, he's not a cheater. You know, he, I never actually had to worry about him cheating on me because technically if he was ever with other women, we were apart. So I can't.

And that girl coming to Reality Steve and everything, I'm just, like, asking myself, like, are you still doing this? But I know to this day, like, and I even see this online now, he's not a cheater. You know, he, I never actually had to worry about him cheating on me because technically if he was ever with other women, we were apart. So I can't.

you know call him a cheater worry about him cheating on me was that the only time that you guys were apart and he was with another woman or was there yeah okay yeah so the whole so from your understanding the four years of your relationship he was faithful to you yes i think i see a lot of that right now because i reposted a funny video on tiktok of like some girl i don't know doing something to her best friend's ex-boyfriend so now everyone's thinking that there was

you know call him a cheater worry about him cheating on me was that the only time that you guys were apart and he was with another woman or was there yeah okay yeah so the whole so from your understanding the four years of your relationship he was faithful to you yes i think i see a lot of that right now because i reposted a funny video on tiktok of like some girl i don't know doing something to her best friend's ex-boyfriend so now everyone's thinking that there was

you know call him a cheater worry about him cheating on me was that the only time that you guys were apart and he was with another woman or was there yeah okay yeah so the whole so from your understanding the four years of your relationship he was faithful to you yes i think i see a lot of that right now because i reposted a funny video on tiktok of like some girl i don't know doing something to her best friend's ex-boyfriend so now everyone's thinking that there was

But that was before we even broke up.

But that was before we even broke up.

But that was before we even broke up.

I think at first it was so fun. I couldn't believe that my life was what it was. I just went from being this normal person to going on this crazy dating show, actually falling in love, being with the guy, and then we're doing these really fun experiences that I would have never done otherwise. So it was so much fun, even through like all the insecurities and everything.

I think at first it was so fun. I couldn't believe that my life was what it was. I just went from being this normal person to going on this crazy dating show, actually falling in love, being with the guy, and then we're doing these really fun experiences that I would have never done otherwise. So it was so much fun, even through like all the insecurities and everything.