Rachel Forde
speaker
684 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Jun 2026
last heard 14 Jun
Rachel Forde’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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You know, I'm getting really defensive, really aggressive.
Then I remember I went up to a bedroom in her house to go to sleep.
And Brenda, I could hear the rats there as well.
And that's impossible.
That is impossible, you know.
I thought there was people talking to me through the smoke alarms in my house.
So I took every single smoke alarm off my house.
At one point, I thought there was people trying to come up through the tiles in my kitchen.
I have a crack in my tile in my kitchen because I was fully convinced that they, I don't know, I still don't know who they were, but they were coming to get me.
Psychosis is probably...
the worst thing I have experienced in addiction.
I'd be convinced people were tapped into my phone.
Nothing interesting to find in my phone.
But, you know, these thoughts were, they were all-consuming.
so scary unbelievably scary frightening and anybody who tried to tell me any different and it was a very very select amount of people that I told it was going on because once I sobered up a little bit I kind of realized how insane I sounded but it's still in the back of my head there'd still be this little but you're you're not making it up it did happen
Because I was never fully sober.
I was never fully, fully sober.
And I felt embarrassed that it was going on.
And I suffered for a long time with sleep paralysis as well, which I also linked to this depression that I had, which I didn't have.
And I remember I used to bring my oldest son into the bed with me, thinking that if he slept with me,
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