Rachel Lindsay

He spoke on it.

And I'm like, thank you.

You sat down with some quack about the divorce, teasing parts one through three.

I don't know whatever happened to the rest of it, but I don't want to do that.

I want to tell my story, but to help people through it.

I want to be vulnerable in ways that people have not seen for me because everyone was like, oh, they were lying about their relationship.

No, we weren't.

But there are things I could have been more honest about.

You know what the scarlet letter is?

It's not the divorce, it's being on the show.

It's scary to, because before I was dating, I had not done anything that was front of camera, that was public.

So when I went on a couple of dates, at first, it was like, well, how do I say, it's going to be like, oh, you were divorced.

Well, then what happened?

How did you meet your ex-husband?

And then it's like,

Oh, I have to talk about The Bachelor.

And it's like, and you can see for people who don't know, it's like, wait, what?

Oh, wait, I heard about the first Black Bachelorette.

That was you?

And it's like, oh, I don't feel like going.