Rachel Lindsay

I didn't have I wasn't working for Extra, didn't have The Bachelor podcast at that point yet.

I don't think so.

So I moved for him so he could build it up.

And that never gets talked about.

And then COVID hit and things happened.

And then an opportunity, a better opportunity was in L.A.

And I knew we both wanted to be here.

But yeah, when I talk about things, I didn't know how he felt about me.

jealousy was one of them.

I had no, I just imagine your partner being jealous of you.

Like it's, it was a really, it was a really tough thing, but yeah, I have so many, now that I'm moving past it and I'm starting to write about it.

I'm like all these things.

Yeah.

And I'm glad to be in a better place of processing it because I'm not angry anymore.

If I was writing and going through it anger, that's how it would have come out.

Now it's reflection.

Yeah, I had to get past the anger of the money.

Just last month, he asked me for like tried to our judgment was done.

Crazy enough, the day the fires happened in L.A.

was the day our divorce was finalized.