Rachel

There's never been a moment in our life that had more riding on a decision than that one.

As the longest four hours of our life, time went by impossibly slowly.

I feel like I didn't breathe for the entire time.

We, the jury, find the defendant, Timothy Bniknik, guilty of first-degree murder.

It was relief.

Your children's future will be forever impacted by your crime.

They are already suffering.

Maybe you should have Googled childhood PTSD in between your internet searches for homemade silencers and VIN numbers.

We should all hold ourselves accountable to a high expectation.

Take time to hold someone's hand and let them know they are important.

you know your sister in one way.

And since her death, so many people have reached out and they've shared how much Becky meant to them in their own lives.

I met Ted for the first time at the funeral and I gave him a hug and I'm glad that she was able to get a glimpse of what could have possibly been true love in her life.

My parents have dedicated their life to raise them in a way that Becky would want.

Mostly that I love her and...

I wish I could have done more.

And I will take care of the boys.

Probably try to share a laugh with her.

Hear her laugh again.

Would be the greatest treasure.