Podcast Appearances
You send the email and you don't wait to feel ready.
And sometimes the world responds in ways you have never dared to plan for.
I think there is a really important part in our industry, to be honest, about the fact that your income can dip, but often your happiness can actually raise.
And I've got a first-hand story about something similar, where you choke the income in favor of having space to grow and explore and move forward.
And in Murgai's story, he didn't dress it up.
He didn't really frame that financial difficulty as a romantic sacrifice or a badge of creative honor.
He calls it what it is.
It is scary.
And then he keeps going anyway.
Because the narrative we tell ourselves about a creative carriage often leaves out a very human weight of uncertainty.
Bills do exist.
Anxiety exists.
I call it a monthly cycle.
You know, like every month you need to have enough to pay everything and everyone.
And that can be very counterproductive to a creative work.
Because in this instance, the gap between what he earned last year and what he's earning this year, it can be a genuinely difficult thing to sit with.
But Murugaya holds all of that and still chooses to paint, to sculpt, to explore, not because he's immune to fear, because abandoning the core of what he is would cost him far more.
And this is what a real commitment really looks like.
Not fearlessness, but choosing the work anyway.
Thank you, Radha.