Randy Blythe

And B, although I know I was sober that night, I know because I've been writing about it.

And B, although I know I was sober that night, I know because I've been writing about it.

And B, although I know I was sober that night, I know because I've been writing about it.

in a journal also memory is a tricky thing and memory it's not like people think we have this hard drive that all you gotta do is press a button and everything is replayable that's not how memory works it's like recreating a puzzle almost every time you remember something i learned a lot about the science of memory during this so i needed to make sure that if i was in fact culpable here.

in a journal also memory is a tricky thing and memory it's not like people think we have this hard drive that all you gotta do is press a button and everything is replayable that's not how memory works it's like recreating a puzzle almost every time you remember something i learned a lot about the science of memory during this so i needed to make sure that if i was in fact culpable here.

in a journal also memory is a tricky thing and memory it's not like people think we have this hard drive that all you gotta do is press a button and everything is replayable that's not how memory works it's like recreating a puzzle almost every time you remember something i learned a lot about the science of memory during this so i needed to make sure that if i was in fact culpable here.

If I had done something that I did not remember or had falsely construed in my mind, if that came out in a trial, then I need to be held responsible for my actions because I ran away from my problems for so long in alcohol. But I was a sober man then.

If I had done something that I did not remember or had falsely construed in my mind, if that came out in a trial, then I need to be held responsible for my actions because I ran away from my problems for so long in alcohol. But I was a sober man then.

If I had done something that I did not remember or had falsely construed in my mind, if that came out in a trial, then I need to be held responsible for my actions because I ran away from my problems for so long in alcohol. But I was a sober man then.

If I am not willing to take responsibility or at least look at the possibility to examine myself and what may come out, evidence I'm unaware of, then I am not being responsible.

If I am not willing to take responsibility or at least look at the possibility to examine myself and what may come out, evidence I'm unaware of, then I am not being responsible.

If I am not willing to take responsibility or at least look at the possibility to examine myself and what may come out, evidence I'm unaware of, then I am not being responsible.

accountable in my life and if I can convince myself that I am not accountable in this one area just because it's scary because it's scary then it's only a hop skip and a jump for me to convince myself that I'm not accountable in all sorts of areas and from there it's very easy for me to be like you've been sober a long time maybe you can just take a drink and it'll be alright I see and then if I hadn't gone back I'd be dead now one way or the other

accountable in my life and if I can convince myself that I am not accountable in this one area just because it's scary because it's scary then it's only a hop skip and a jump for me to convince myself that I'm not accountable in all sorts of areas and from there it's very easy for me to be like you've been sober a long time maybe you can just take a drink and it'll be alright I see and then if I hadn't gone back I'd be dead now one way or the other

accountable in my life and if I can convince myself that I am not accountable in this one area just because it's scary because it's scary then it's only a hop skip and a jump for me to convince myself that I'm not accountable in all sorts of areas and from there it's very easy for me to be like you've been sober a long time maybe you can just take a drink and it'll be alright I see and then if I hadn't gone back I'd be dead now one way or the other

Yes, because I would have either drank myself to death, I know it, or I would have killed myself because I couldn't look at myself in the mirror.

Yes, because I would have either drank myself to death, I know it, or I would have killed myself because I couldn't look at myself in the mirror.

Yes, because I would have either drank myself to death, I know it, or I would have killed myself because I couldn't look at myself in the mirror.

The prison I went to was called Penkratz Prison. It's in Prague. At the time, I believe it was 127 or 137 years old.

The prison I went to was called Penkratz Prison. It's in Prague. At the time, I believe it was 127 or 137 years old.