Randy Blythe

It's horrible. And I, in my first marriage, I lost the only child we had. She died shortly after birth due to a heart defect. And I have empathy for those parents. I know what it's like. Probably even worse for them, because he had lived.

18 or 19. And my daughter only lived less than a day.

18 or 19. And my daughter only lived less than a day.

18 or 19. And my daughter only lived less than a day.

Well, you're a parent. So the only thing these parents knew was that their son had gone to see my band. And then this sort of rumors of me attacking him and all this other stuff. Yeah. felt honor bound to try and give them the answers that I could to the best of my ability not to hide in America like a coward. Sure. Because their son is dead. That's horrifying.

Well, you're a parent. So the only thing these parents knew was that their son had gone to see my band. And then this sort of rumors of me attacking him and all this other stuff. Yeah. felt honor bound to try and give them the answers that I could to the best of my ability not to hide in America like a coward. Sure. Because their son is dead. That's horrifying.

Well, you're a parent. So the only thing these parents knew was that their son had gone to see my band. And then this sort of rumors of me attacking him and all this other stuff. Yeah. felt honor bound to try and give them the answers that I could to the best of my ability not to hide in America like a coward. Sure. Because their son is dead. That's horrifying.

And B, although I know I was sober that night, I know because I've been writing about it.

And B, although I know I was sober that night, I know because I've been writing about it.

And B, although I know I was sober that night, I know because I've been writing about it.

in a journal also memory is a tricky thing and memory it's not like people think we have this hard drive that all you gotta do is press a button and everything is replayable that's not how memory works it's like recreating a puzzle almost every time you remember something i learned a lot about the science of memory during this so i needed to make sure that if i was in fact culpable here.

in a journal also memory is a tricky thing and memory it's not like people think we have this hard drive that all you gotta do is press a button and everything is replayable that's not how memory works it's like recreating a puzzle almost every time you remember something i learned a lot about the science of memory during this so i needed to make sure that if i was in fact culpable here.

in a journal also memory is a tricky thing and memory it's not like people think we have this hard drive that all you gotta do is press a button and everything is replayable that's not how memory works it's like recreating a puzzle almost every time you remember something i learned a lot about the science of memory during this so i needed to make sure that if i was in fact culpable here.

If I had done something that I did not remember or had falsely construed in my mind, if that came out in a trial, then I need to be held responsible for my actions because I ran away from my problems for so long in alcohol. But I was a sober man then.

If I had done something that I did not remember or had falsely construed in my mind, if that came out in a trial, then I need to be held responsible for my actions because I ran away from my problems for so long in alcohol. But I was a sober man then.

If I had done something that I did not remember or had falsely construed in my mind, if that came out in a trial, then I need to be held responsible for my actions because I ran away from my problems for so long in alcohol. But I was a sober man then.

If I am not willing to take responsibility or at least look at the possibility to examine myself and what may come out, evidence I'm unaware of, then I am not being responsible.

If I am not willing to take responsibility or at least look at the possibility to examine myself and what may come out, evidence I'm unaware of, then I am not being responsible.

If I am not willing to take responsibility or at least look at the possibility to examine myself and what may come out, evidence I'm unaware of, then I am not being responsible.

accountable in my life and if I can convince myself that I am not accountable in this one area just because it's scary because it's scary then it's only a hop skip and a jump for me to convince myself that I'm not accountable in all sorts of areas and from there it's very easy for me to be like you've been sober a long time maybe you can just take a drink and it'll be alright I see and then if I hadn't gone back I'd be dead now one way or the other