Randy

But here's the thing.

Maybe.

And so I have given her several opportunities and not because I had any doubt, but I gave several opportunities.

You know, like if there is anything else from the past that I need to know about, it's a really good idea to get ahead of the truth.

And, you know, at this point, maybe it just becomes a discussion or, you know, we go back to a dark place and figure things out.

Uh, and that's kind of still where I'm sitting at here, depending on the severity.

If I get the truth that I am kind of leaning more towards, where do I go from there?

I can't sit here and tell you that I'm decided on that.

We just have a good discussion and talk to our marriage counselor.

You know, I felt free once with the whole affair situation.

When I had finally come to a decision, with me being out of town, I was gone for about two months, and I'm actively throwing out the bids for attention.

I'm trying to see where she's at in this process, and I was getting absolutely zero reciprocation.

Two, three days before I actually got home, there was conversation, text conversation between us.

I can't remember the details, but it was enough to put me over the line.

And I said, you know what?

I'm done.

I'm done.

My tank is empty.

I'm done.

When I get home, I'll go ahead and take care of filing.