Podcast Appearances
I'd done everything I wanted to do and got everything I wanted to get.
And I thought, what's next?
Where do I go from here?
I'm married.
I've got a house.
I've got a kid.
And I remember one night I just wept at the thought of the fact that 10 out of 10 die.
There was this thing called death that was waiting for me that could snatch me like that in a split second or take my beloved wife from me.
And I thought, why?
And I remember weeping and looking up to the heavens and tears streaming down my cheeks just saying, why?
Not realizing I was praying to God.
I used to believe in God, prayed at night, Lord's Prayer like a sleeping pill, but I didn't realize I was seeking God when I did that.
Six months later, I was on a surfing trip.
A young guy had a Bible open, and I read it, the words of Jesus.
You've heard it said by them of old, you shall not commit adultery.
And I thought, well, if there's a heaven, I'll make it.
Never done that.
And then I read what came next.
But I say to you, whoever looks upon a woman to lust for her has committed adultery already with her in his heart.
It was like an arrow hit my chest.