Remi Bader

Like I would literally just stare at the wall all day and be sick. Like it was just horrifying. And I think at that time, I, yeah, I had a lot of regret. I was like, oh my God, I've been this person for this. I've been this person that people like looked up to online for this whole time of like, oh, I won't say body positive because that wasn't me.

But I always said if I was uncomfortable in my body or struggling, I was very open that I was struggling. But I was this person that was like, but be confident in whatever you look like. And I still do believe that. And I believe that anyone can. If you are in a bigger body, you could be happy. You could be healthy. No one could tell you're unhealthy unless you only know your health.

But I always said if I was uncomfortable in my body or struggling, I was very open that I was struggling. But I was this person that was like, but be confident in whatever you look like. And I still do believe that. And I believe that anyone can. If you are in a bigger body, you could be happy. You could be healthy. No one could tell you're unhealthy unless you only know your health.

But I always said if I was uncomfortable in my body or struggling, I was very open that I was struggling. But I was this person that was like, but be confident in whatever you look like. And I still do believe that. And I believe that anyone can. If you are in a bigger body, you could be happy. You could be healthy. No one could tell you're unhealthy unless you only know your health.

And I have so many friends that are. I actually was so jealous of those people and wanted to get there. And I couldn't because my journey was different. And I was in pain. I was struggling with health. And this is what I felt I needed to do.

And I have so many friends that are. I actually was so jealous of those people and wanted to get there. And I couldn't because my journey was different. And I was in pain. I was struggling with health. And this is what I felt I needed to do.

And I have so many friends that are. I actually was so jealous of those people and wanted to get there. And I couldn't because my journey was different. And I was in pain. I was struggling with health. And this is what I felt I needed to do.

Over a year, yeah.

Over a year, yeah.

Over a year, yeah.

I think I'm getting there. Okay. I think that... And I've been so nervous to say this of how to say it the right way, but I'm going to be completely honest. I think I still have struggles. I think we're all going to have struggles in whatever body or whatever point we're in in our life.

I think I'm getting there. Okay. I think that... And I've been so nervous to say this of how to say it the right way, but I'm going to be completely honest. I think I still have struggles. I think we're all going to have struggles in whatever body or whatever point we're in in our life.

I think I'm getting there. Okay. I think that... And I've been so nervous to say this of how to say it the right way, but I'm going to be completely honest. I think I still have struggles. I think we're all going to have struggles in whatever body or whatever point we're in in our life.

Have those things since the surgery, in terms of the health issues that I explained, which is why I did it, I did it for my health, have those things improved and gotten better? My... Blood work is 100% normal. It hasn't been in probably five years. That's great. I have genetically a bad back.

Have those things since the surgery, in terms of the health issues that I explained, which is why I did it, I did it for my health, have those things improved and gotten better? My... Blood work is 100% normal. It hasn't been in probably five years. That's great. I have genetically a bad back.

Have those things since the surgery, in terms of the health issues that I explained, which is why I did it, I did it for my health, have those things improved and gotten better? My... Blood work is 100% normal. It hasn't been in probably five years. That's great. I have genetically a bad back.

knock on wood i have not been in bed with a bad back since my knees don't hurt anymore i don't sweat the way i used to i fully got my periods back to normal um like so many things are i have more energy than ever but the things that you can't see and that's what i think right people on social media yeah sort of forget like yes you might see this happy-go-lucky girl while i'm filming this content but internally

knock on wood i have not been in bed with a bad back since my knees don't hurt anymore i don't sweat the way i used to i fully got my periods back to normal um like so many things are i have more energy than ever but the things that you can't see and that's what i think right people on social media yeah sort of forget like yes you might see this happy-go-lucky girl while i'm filming this content but internally

knock on wood i have not been in bed with a bad back since my knees don't hurt anymore i don't sweat the way i used to i fully got my periods back to normal um like so many things are i have more energy than ever but the things that you can't see and that's what i think right people on social media yeah sort of forget like yes you might see this happy-go-lucky girl while i'm filming this content but internally

for a lack of a better term you're sort of killing yourself because you're not prioritizing your health so your internal health I was like deteriorating in every way and it wasn't just physical health it was my mental health my physical health my emotional I was like completely lost myself I would look I would not look at myself in the mirror like for over a year like I would literally like try and look at like maybe just the glam I got in just my face I would not connect my face with my body like I completely just disconnected myself so yes since then I've fully been working on like