Remi Bader

So then I started changing that narrative a little to the close friends I told to and being like, well, maybe it's not about my body. Maybe it's about health. Yeah.

to my parents and they were like well maybe he just wants the best for you you know but that led into we got back together it wasn't like a public breakup or anything that was just like between us right and i remember i sat him down i was like i don't know if i'm gonna be able to get this out of my head but i'm gonna try because i was so in love and wanted the support during that time and i sat him down i was like trying to really explain what i never explained like i have an eating disorder i have i have this issue like i gained this weight because of this this and this and he's like but you know gaining 40 pounds isn't normal right like this isn't normal

to my parents and they were like well maybe he just wants the best for you you know but that led into we got back together it wasn't like a public breakup or anything that was just like between us right and i remember i sat him down i was like i don't know if i'm gonna be able to get this out of my head but i'm gonna try because i was so in love and wanted the support during that time and i sat him down i was like trying to really explain what i never explained like i have an eating disorder i have i have this issue like i gained this weight because of this this and this and he's like but you know gaining 40 pounds isn't normal right like this isn't normal

to my parents and they were like well maybe he just wants the best for you you know but that led into we got back together it wasn't like a public breakup or anything that was just like between us right and i remember i sat him down i was like i don't know if i'm gonna be able to get this out of my head but i'm gonna try because i was so in love and wanted the support during that time and i sat him down i was like trying to really explain what i never explained like i have an eating disorder i have i have this issue like i gained this weight because of this this and this and he's like but you know gaining 40 pounds isn't normal right like this isn't normal

And I'm like, I know it's not normal.

And I'm like, I know it's not normal.

And I'm like, I know it's not normal.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Like you're full of shit. You're just eating. Stop eating. You know, like when I did that eating disorder treatment center was with people with anorexia, bulimia, all different sizes and binge eating. Like it's a lot of overlap. People don't realize that. Right. And, you know, we got back together. I tried to pretend it was fine.

Like you're full of shit. You're just eating. Stop eating. You know, like when I did that eating disorder treatment center was with people with anorexia, bulimia, all different sizes and binge eating. Like it's a lot of overlap. People don't realize that. Right. And, you know, we got back together. I tried to pretend it was fine.

Like you're full of shit. You're just eating. Stop eating. You know, like when I did that eating disorder treatment center was with people with anorexia, bulimia, all different sizes and binge eating. Like it's a lot of overlap. People don't realize that. Right. And, you know, we got back together. I tried to pretend it was fine.

And it actually was it was me being the one a little like more cautious and him being so in the relationship. He would say things, though, like during that time of like you, I can't wait for you to lose the weight so we could actually like I could throw you around in bed. We could actually have fun.

And it actually was it was me being the one a little like more cautious and him being so in the relationship. He would say things, though, like during that time of like you, I can't wait for you to lose the weight so we could actually like I could throw you around in bed. We could actually have fun.

And it actually was it was me being the one a little like more cautious and him being so in the relationship. He would say things, though, like during that time of like you, I can't wait for you to lose the weight so we could actually like I could throw you around in bed. We could actually have fun.

you know, things that I just am like looking back, you know, like even telling me like, and this was before the knowing about the surgery, like don't eat the rice on that or this or this. And I'm just like now being out of it and thinking of all of it. I'm like, I feel like I really let myself down and also let like other people And maybe that's part of the reason I shut down online, too.

you know, things that I just am like looking back, you know, like even telling me like, and this was before the knowing about the surgery, like don't eat the rice on that or this or this. And I'm just like now being out of it and thinking of all of it. I'm like, I feel like I really let myself down and also let like other people And maybe that's part of the reason I shut down online, too.

you know, things that I just am like looking back, you know, like even telling me like, and this was before the knowing about the surgery, like don't eat the rice on that or this or this. And I'm just like now being out of it and thinking of all of it. I'm like, I feel like I really let myself down and also let like other people And maybe that's part of the reason I shut down online, too.

Like I was just like I completely let myself down, too. And other people have like I'm supposed to be this like girl that's like taking no shit and being like never let yourself, you know, like I let this like man make me. I can't ever blame someone for how I feel about myself. But I really lost all my confidence in that situation. Yeah.