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And just, you know, kind of wishy washy waffling back and forth of, you know, there's not an excuse for that. And so I asked him, I said, do you see me as a stepdaughter? Because that's not, that's not what a step, like that's not a fatherly, you know, that's not something that a father figure would do. And he said, yeah, I know you're absolutely right.
And just, you know, kind of wishy washy waffling back and forth of, you know, there's not an excuse for that. And so I asked him, I said, do you see me as a stepdaughter? Because that's not, that's not what a step, like that's not a fatherly, you know, that's not something that a father figure would do. And he said, yeah, I know you're absolutely right.
That's not something that a father figure would do. I do see you as a stepdad, but he couldn't look at me. And so I don't believe him. Like this does shatter my image of who he is in my life. But I just told him like, hey, just delete the picture, delete the app. Like I don't, I don't want, I'm not going to make a massive deal about this. I'm not going to tell my mom.
That's not something that a father figure would do. I do see you as a stepdad, but he couldn't look at me. And so I don't believe him. Like this does shatter my image of who he is in my life. But I just told him like, hey, just delete the picture, delete the app. Like I don't, I don't want, I'm not going to make a massive deal about this. I'm not going to tell my mom.
That's not something that a father figure would do. I do see you as a stepdad, but he couldn't look at me. And so I don't believe him. Like this does shatter my image of who he is in my life. But I just told him like, hey, just delete the picture, delete the app. Like I don't, I don't want, I'm not going to make a massive deal about this. I'm not going to tell my mom.
I'm so conflicted because he... part of me, like I don't want to disqualify all the good that he's done in my life. But also like when I look back at our entire relationship, I was holding back. Like I think I knew something was off for a while. I didn't want to hug him. I didn't want to like tell him I love you. Um, he, again, he's been like a really good influence, but now I just feel dirty.
I'm so conflicted because he... part of me, like I don't want to disqualify all the good that he's done in my life. But also like when I look back at our entire relationship, I was holding back. Like I think I knew something was off for a while. I didn't want to hug him. I didn't want to like tell him I love you. Um, he, again, he's been like a really good influence, but now I just feel dirty.
I'm so conflicted because he... part of me, like I don't want to disqualify all the good that he's done in my life. But also like when I look back at our entire relationship, I was holding back. Like I think I knew something was off for a while. I didn't want to hug him. I didn't want to like tell him I love you. Um, he, again, he's been like a really good influence, but now I just feel dirty.
Yeah. Yeah, I just feel like if I actually show emotion, it'll be like completely the end of a relationship with him at all.
Yeah. Yeah, I just feel like if I actually show emotion, it'll be like completely the end of a relationship with him at all.
Yeah. Yeah, I just feel like if I actually show emotion, it'll be like completely the end of a relationship with him at all.
Yeah, that's true.
Yeah, that's true.
Yeah, that's true.
Yeah, no, I think you're absolutely correct. And I'm just really frustrated at myself for not like seeing what you're saying sooner of like, you're right. I have been chained to a predator and have made the most of the situation. But like, why did I not know?
Yeah, no, I think you're absolutely correct. And I'm just really frustrated at myself for not like seeing what you're saying sooner of like, you're right. I have been chained to a predator and have made the most of the situation. But like, why did I not know?
Yeah, no, I think you're absolutely correct. And I'm just really frustrated at myself for not like seeing what you're saying sooner of like, you're right. I have been chained to a predator and have made the most of the situation. But like, why did I not know?
Like I knew, you know, as you said, like my God told me, I just didn't, I don't know if I didn't care or didn't want, like, I'm just, I'm angry with myself. I'm frustrated.
Like I knew, you know, as you said, like my God told me, I just didn't, I don't know if I didn't care or didn't want, like, I'm just, I'm angry with myself. I'm frustrated.
Like I knew, you know, as you said, like my God told me, I just didn't, I don't know if I didn't care or didn't want, like, I'm just, I'm angry with myself. I'm frustrated.