Rick Glassman

And the tickets and the this.

So I wrote a letter, I mean a text, but a letter.

I actually kind of want to read it.

And maybe this is embarrassing.

I didn't send it.

So I wrote something that I knew I was writing this for me, but after I wrote it, I'm like, should I send this?

And I sent it to a friend who I'm glad told me no, because his logic was, and I agree with this, you could always say this later.

If you end up meeting this person and you feel safe and it's brought up, you have this, you're in touch with your feelings.

But before you ever meet a person,

So if I didn't give you the setup and I was just, and someone would be like, hey, Rick's a bit much.

What do you mean?

Let me show you this taxi center girl that he never met.

You'd be like, dude, you're fucking out of your mind.

So I want to add the context.

I'm aware of that.

But this is how I articulated it to myself.

And I wanted to send it to her.

I don't know how embarrassed I'm going to be yet because I don't remember this yet.

I didn't send it.

I wanted to share something before we meet because if I didn't, I think I'd end up canceling or showing up in a way that doesn't feel genuine.