Rick Glassman

Yes.

I hear you.

I, I, if I had, I not said that or had I said that and she received it.

I thought, not even the drunk, I thought the way it kept being pushed back, I thought it was, are we going to see how long he's going to be willing to do this thing?

group of friends, girlfriends going, I'm fucking stringing this guy along.

I'm feeling a bit self-conscious right now about admitting something that was true, but not the only thing about, oh, cause she's so beautiful.

I mean, she is.

And that's, that was true, but that wasn't, that wasn't what drove me to wanting to have the date.

I mean, if I wasn't attracted to her, I wouldn't want to have it.

It was when she showed up, there is a novelty that

to this thing where it was just like, that's what I meant about more childish.

Like this idea of like this high school thing of like, oh, this pretty person wants to hang out with me.

Like I could pretend that didn't exist, but it does.

You know, I feel that way.

I feel that way all the time with my podcast when people come over.

And like when Sebastian came over, there's no way he's coming over and doing this if I don't have a podcast.

So like, but I'm still aware of like, this is fucking crazy, right?

Yeah.

And I get to, I get to ask you questions that I wanted to ask you.

Yeah.