Riley Keough

get very drunk on the holidays like that was very normal but then into my later in my 20s it became you know my brother's drinking was it just there there was just something about it that just felt darker I would say yeah you know in in sort of my mid-20s and where it was like not like just a fun party night, you know?

get very drunk on the holidays like that was very normal but then into my later in my 20s it became you know my brother's drinking was it just there there was just something about it that just felt darker I would say yeah you know in in sort of my mid-20s and where it was like not like just a fun party night, you know?

get very drunk on the holidays like that was very normal but then into my later in my 20s it became you know my brother's drinking was it just there there was just something about it that just felt darker I would say yeah you know in in sort of my mid-20s and where it was like not like just a fun party night, you know?

And I think in those moments, I sort of became more of like, took the role of like this sort of narc, I guess, like I was, you know? And then as their addictions progressed, I very much was like the one who People didn't tell things to, you know, which I was kind of OK with because in the moment I felt like I'm doing the right thing. I'm being responsible.

And I think in those moments, I sort of became more of like, took the role of like this sort of narc, I guess, like I was, you know? And then as their addictions progressed, I very much was like the one who People didn't tell things to, you know, which I was kind of OK with because in the moment I felt like I'm doing the right thing. I'm being responsible.

And I think in those moments, I sort of became more of like, took the role of like this sort of narc, I guess, like I was, you know? And then as their addictions progressed, I very much was like the one who People didn't tell things to, you know, which I was kind of OK with because in the moment I felt like I'm doing the right thing. I'm being responsible.

But I would always get the feedback of like, you're not an addict. You don't understand, which I tried to take on a lot. But I think the way I felt was. If I don't do everything in my power to drag you out of there and do all these things and put you here, then I'm not going to be able to live with myself. So I have to.

But I would always get the feedback of like, you're not an addict. You don't understand, which I tried to take on a lot. But I think the way I felt was. If I don't do everything in my power to drag you out of there and do all these things and put you here, then I'm not going to be able to live with myself. So I have to.

But I would always get the feedback of like, you're not an addict. You don't understand, which I tried to take on a lot. But I think the way I felt was. If I don't do everything in my power to drag you out of there and do all these things and put you here, then I'm not going to be able to live with myself. So I have to.

And so I think a lot of my life and my 20s were spent resisting what was and enforcing things. And I kind of didn't understand the point of it. I was like, why am I in this life where everyone around me is just like, trying to take themselves out, essentially. And there's nothing I can do. Like, what is the lesson in that for me, you know? Which I still haven't figured out, but... Damn it.

And so I think a lot of my life and my 20s were spent resisting what was and enforcing things. And I kind of didn't understand the point of it. I was like, why am I in this life where everyone around me is just like, trying to take themselves out, essentially. And there's nothing I can do. Like, what is the lesson in that for me, you know? Which I still haven't figured out, but... Damn it.

And so I think a lot of my life and my 20s were spent resisting what was and enforcing things. And I kind of didn't understand the point of it. I was like, why am I in this life where everyone around me is just like, trying to take themselves out, essentially. And there's nothing I can do. Like, what is the lesson in that for me, you know? Which I still haven't figured out, but... Damn it.

I thought you were about to tell us. But what I do know is that I was forced to surrender because they died, you know? And I felt like I was... holding on for dear life or waiting to get punched in the face and doing everything I could to not have this thing happen. And then it happened twice, you know? And so the only thing I know is that by the time my mom was about to pass away in the hospital,

I thought you were about to tell us. But what I do know is that I was forced to surrender because they died, you know? And I felt like I was... holding on for dear life or waiting to get punched in the face and doing everything I could to not have this thing happen. And then it happened twice, you know? And so the only thing I know is that by the time my mom was about to pass away in the hospital,

I thought you were about to tell us. But what I do know is that I was forced to surrender because they died, you know? And I felt like I was... holding on for dear life or waiting to get punched in the face and doing everything I could to not have this thing happen. And then it happened twice, you know? And so the only thing I know is that by the time my mom was about to pass away in the hospital,

I was really surrendered in that moment in a way that felt really liberating. And I truly felt like I was, you know, there's a moment where she was in the hospital and I didn't know if she was going to make it and I was on an airplane. And I kind of in my mind was saying, like, you know, do whatever you want to do. You can go if you need to go, kind of a thing.

I was really surrendered in that moment in a way that felt really liberating. And I truly felt like I was, you know, there's a moment where she was in the hospital and I didn't know if she was going to make it and I was on an airplane. And I kind of in my mind was saying, like, you know, do whatever you want to do. You can go if you need to go, kind of a thing.

I was really surrendered in that moment in a way that felt really liberating. And I truly felt like I was, you know, there's a moment where she was in the hospital and I didn't know if she was going to make it and I was on an airplane. And I kind of in my mind was saying, like, you know, do whatever you want to do. You can go if you need to go, kind of a thing.

there was no part of me that was like, come on, you know, hold on, just hold on till I land, you know? And that was a big deal for me for, for how resistant I had been for so much of my, my life with these things. But it could be that, that I was, I don't know, had so much of that sort of lesson that I did get to a place where I did feel surrender in a pretty sort of

there was no part of me that was like, come on, you know, hold on, just hold on till I land, you know? And that was a big deal for me for, for how resistant I had been for so much of my, my life with these things. But it could be that, that I was, I don't know, had so much of that sort of lesson that I did get to a place where I did feel surrender in a pretty sort of