Rob Mills

Not well, mate.

Not well.

I think I...

I suffered panic attacks.

I think I was quite overwhelmed with the level of notoriety.

I don't want to call it fame.

I'll just call it notoriety at the time.

Everywhere I went, I feel like someone knew me or had an idea of who I was.

Yeah, and I don't think I actually had a good sense of self back then.

Yeah.

Yeah, I think I would recommend to anyone going on one of these shows to have a bit more of EQ, a bit more emotional intelligence to work out who you are as a person.

So therefore, when a show like this comes up, that you have a bit more understanding of who you are as a person, a bit more self-worth.

I had plenty of self-confidence, I think, back then, but probably not a lot of self-worth.

Yeah.

So then when that sort of rug was pulled out from underneath me, I was like, ah, who am I?

Ah, everyone has an idea of who I am.

I don't know who I am.

No, I probably did but didn't know that you needed that sort of support system.

Yeah.

Um, nor like, you know, most young boys, you don't talk about stuff.