Rob Mills

Not well.

I think I...

I suffered panic attacks.

I think I was quite overwhelmed with the level of notoriety.

I don't want to call it fame.

I'll just call it notoriety at the time.

Everywhere I went, I feel like someone knew me or had an idea of who I was.

Yeah, and I don't think I actually had a good sense of self back then.

Yeah.

Yeah, I think I would recommend to anyone going on one of these shows to have a bit more of EQ, a bit more emotional intelligence to work out who you are as a person.

So therefore, when a show like this comes up, that you have a bit more understanding of who you are as a person, a bit more self-worth.

I had plenty of self-confidence, I think, back then, but probably not a lot of self-worth.

Yeah.

So then when that sort of rug was pulled out from underneath me, I was like, ah, who am I?

Ah, everyone has an idea of who I am.

I don't know who I am.

No, I probably did but didn't know that you needed that sort of support system.

Yeah.

Um, nor like, you know, most young boys, you don't talk about stuff.

You don't want to burden other people like, and older blokes, I should say as well.