Robby Hoffman

So I was up here.

I was like really feeling crazy.

So what I need was a depressant.

I needed something to bring me down.

you know, to baseline.

So, you know, over the years, you know, sometimes meds, sometimes not, but overall realizing like, oh, I can have a glass of wine at the night.

Like wine is a downer, for instance.

When I have a glass of wine, that's good for me.

Some people, they're already down.

It makes them depressed, but I could stand a couple notches.

I could have a little bit more of that.

So I'm baseline anxious.

To answer the other part of your question, what was it?

The freeing part of... Yeah, when I was a kid living in that house of chaos, I cried every day.

I do remember thinking that I got home from school, I would have some sort of a tantrum, psychotic fit.

Like my brothers called me psycho for a time because I would just scream on the floor.

kick and scream on the floor.

My mother would close the door.

I would kick the door.

I just would be in a state of hysteria, quite literally.