Rochelle

My genetic material being passed on.

I know that sounds, does that sound crazy?

I think about all of the humans since the dawn of time who had to survive this harsh time.

world to get to my son.

And he's just like, meh.

Okay.

Yeah.

On a personal level, I don't know.

So I feel like I've tried to think this out.

Like, what is my problem with this?

Do I have an ego problem?

Do I have a, you know, just missing out on, you know, I see my friends having grandkids and I feel like I've already grieved that part of it.

Like, okay, I missed out on also having a wedding too.

I missed out on a lot of things in life.

I think that's the smart go-to, but I feel like I've already kind of dealt with that.

Um, what about him as a, as how he's lived his life or his decision to not have children?

Um, I think it's been more like since he was 24.

He got out of the Marine Corps, which was the first thing that made me nervous because I know that he's not a generally, I wasn't either a generally ambitious person.

And, um, and he waffled for a long time with jobs that exacerbated injuries that he got from the Marine Corps.

And then, um, so he went and got like a VA rating, disability rating.