Ronnie

And it also meant that we had these parties and we could bring people into the lifestyle and not be scared off by their first party because you can be.

You can be scared off.

Whereas we're sort of like you do come along to six parties and do nothing.

And we've had that.

And then after the sixth party, they literally get in.

But yes, I have sent my husband off by himself.

It did bring up a little bit of jealousy for me, I have to say, being really frank with you.

But it also didn't do a lot for me.

Interesting.

Yeah, I'm a visual person.

So seeing is amazing.

I love it.

Go, fuck everything that walks, knock yourself out while I'm there.

But I guess when he was away, it was like, it was more of a, and what if, and what if.

And so it was still like it took away from the whole experience for him and

which is sad and I'd like to try it again, but slow steps.

Because I think it would be, I just felt a whole lot of emotions come up, which it shouldn't have happened because he came back and it was all good.

But yeah, I guess, so I think, yeah, definitely something I will try again if he's wanting to.

He's a bit like me.

He likes to watch anyway.