Ronnie

they realize how good they've got it at home so they get comparison yeah and they get to oh that was good but my wife's better sort of type thing not because I'm better better but it's just that when you've got love involved it's a whole different way of making sex is sex but making love is making love so even though you have sex in your marriage

Yeah.

Before, obviously, the incident that we've previously talked about, I had never had a jealous bone in my body.

I can say that there has been, since obviously this incident, I've had to work through quite a bit.

The green-eyed monster has popped its ugly head out every now and then, especially when it gets very close to a woman.

I sort of get that feeling.

But I think...

And I did have some issues, I've got to say, that never took away from the actual act itself.

Whenever I was in those situations, that was never a jealous thing.

It was more outside of that with communication and what I felt was getting too close.

It was like a sort of thing coming to rear its ugly head.

So I have had some moments.

I'm not going to sit here and tell you I haven't.

And I think anybody in this lifestyle will have moments.

But yeah, I think for the most part, I love the actual watching of the act.

I have no problem with that whatsoever.

I'm not jealous in that respect at all, but can get and have had, not so much recently, obviously, but I have had my moments that have probably done my husband's head in.

Yeah, yeah, absolutely.

And I think that is the problem.

I think that's why a lot of women don't like this lifestyle.