Ronnie

I'm happy for you to do your thing, but I'm just going to have to take a step back.

And I think from that moment on, it's been like I'll do what I want, when I want, how I want.

And I became a little bit more vocal and went, no.

no and yes, no, no, yes, no, no, yes type.

But that probably comes with my age, to be fair.

I certainly slept with one or two men, just one or two.

Or ten, now we're five.

In my youth.

So I think...

Unlike my husband who hasn't had as many as I have, I guess I did it a lot when I was younger and so I don't need it as much as I get older and I'm very picky, which is a bit of a bitch for him because he loves watching me with other men.

The problem is I'm very picky with those men.

So it's very few and far between for him.

But when it happens, at least it's going to be like something that I want and it's going to be more pleasurable for him because if I take one for the team, he's going to know about it because he's very attuned to how I feel.

So yeah, he's going to get more out of it and he's going to want more of that.

So yeah.

So I think, well, the parties came about from, we went to a couple of parties that just were not okay.

Yeah.

Very unconsensual, very all on the floor, whether you like it or not.

And it was sort of like that really throw your keys in type scenario, but without throwing your keys in.

And we got home from a party and my husband said, that's it, I'm going to run parties.